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OwlSA
Member Rara Avis

since 2005-11-07

Posts 9347
Durban, South Africa

0 posted 2015-07-01 10:42 AM

Of your twisted forever will
determining for five seasons
my every move;

Of your iron bar
curbing my words
and whom I give them to;

Of your prison
for better aim
of your interminable persecutions;

Of your malice
and fogging in glee
the horizons of my friends
into mocking me
unwittingly;

Of the peace and fading
that I requested
and your determination
for venomous war;

I am free
as neither bird nor even Phoenix
ever
was
nor
will be.

MICHELMAS
Member

since 2012-02-15

Posts 305
Lancashire England

1 posted 2015-07-02 10:38 AM

Go get him girl

OwlSA
Member Rara Avis

since 2005-11-07

Posts 9347
Durban, South Africa

2 posted 2015-07-02 11:15 AM

Oh, Michael, you sweetie-pie! Thank you for your beautiful, supportive reply! I know you mean that metaphorically, because what I most need is not to be anywhere near him, and I don't believe in revenge, but sadly he does! He was go-getting me, but now he can't.

There were some good, beautiful times too, but he insists on self-destructing wherever he goes and he tried to destroy me too. I tried to help him, but he doesn't want to be helped. I wanted peace. He wanted war. And I won the war. And now I am free. And I will stay forever free.

Owl

latearrival
Member Ascendant

since 2003-03-21

Posts 5499
Florida

3 posted 2015-07-04 06:55 PM

So sorry to read this from you. You who loves all life animal, or vegetable,butterfly or fish.I guess it is the sourness of some people who like to step in and erase the boundries and mess them up. best to you Diana, Jo

OwlSA
Member Rara Avis

since 2005-11-07

Posts 9347
Durban, South Africa

4 posted 2015-07-04 07:06 PM

Thank you Martyjo, for such a beautiful, kind, compassionate reply. I don't understand some people. Animals are so much easier to understand.

divine chaos
Senior Member

since 2006-07-09

Posts 617
dancing 'neath the moon

5 posted 2015-07-05 04:04 PM

I have been away so long and come back to find this. Sweet Owl, I feel this and I'm glad that you are free

~Sheli~

Speak your mind even if your voice shakes

Marchmadness
Member Rara Avis

since 2007-09-16

Posts 9271
So. El Monte, California

6 posted 2015-07-05 08:56 PM

I haven't been here much either, Diana. I was in the hospital twice. I had to have a hysterectomy and then got in infection. I am doing much better now and trying to catch up on some poetry. Glad to be reading you again.
Love, Ida

OwlSA
Member Rara Avis

since 2005-11-07

Posts 9347
Durban, South Africa

7 posted 2015-07-06 02:11 AM

Thank you so very much, divine chaos, for your warm, kind, compassionate reply. Yes, I am free now. The scars will fade.

OwlSA
Member Rara Avis

since 2005-11-07

Posts 9347
Durban, South Africa

8 posted 2015-07-06 02:15 AM

I am so sorry that you have been in hospital. A hysterectomy is a huge op (my daughter-in-law had one a year or two ago) and then an infection on top of that! Ouch! You poor sweetie! I am glad you are doing much better now. Thank you for your kind words.

Love
Diana

JamesMichael
Member Empyrean

since 1999-11-16

Posts 33336
Kapolei, Hawaii, USA

9 posted 2015-07-06 09:54 PM

fine writing...james

2islander2
Member Ascendant

since 2008-03-12

Posts 6825
by the sea

10 posted 2015-07-07 12:43 PM

hello diana, where there is no free, there is no love, i guess, diana, your words make feel a lot of liberation, i am glad you win,

yann

OwlSA
Member Rara Avis

since 2005-11-07

Posts 9347
Durban, South Africa

11 posted 2015-07-08 02:38 PM

Thank you, James.

OwlSA
Member Rara Avis

since 2005-11-07

Posts 9347
Durban, South Africa

12 posted 2015-07-08 02:40 PM

Thank you, Yann. I am glad I won too, but sad that there had to be a war. I wanted it to end amicably.

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