It's a friendly place )
And I would like to share with you my poems.
Perhaps they are too private, and it's not a poetry properly speaking. Seems that I use to rhyme my letters. But since I've got no exact address now, let them be poems )
So...


One more breath

Can’t you see why I’am keeping silence,
What is happening on my mind?
I just think it’s a cruel science:
Fighting that you can never find.

Since I don’t understand your reasons,
Why you need me to live apart,
All the world has become my prison,
Such a game I won’t even start.

What’s the point in the way of living
When you’re always ashamed of me?
I’m being haunted by dreams of meaning,
You’re wondering what they mean.

If you guess I’ll impede your business,
Kill your friendship, ruin your life,
Was it wrong and completely needless,
When you asked me to be your wife?

If it’s true you don’t love me, dear
If it’s true you just write me off
How can I still inhale this air
How can I live without your love?

Well, perhaps I could take it easy
For I lived alone anyway.
I could die, but instead I’m breathing,
Can’t forget: you went through the same.

I suppose you are doing better
Even when you don’t let me know,
But in spite of my daily battles
You will never become my foe.

Every time giving way to despair
I can’t take a step on the earth,
Someone holds me, and then I hear:
Draw a breath, baby, one more breath…


2012