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LeeJ Member Patricius
since 2003-06-19
Posts 13296
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Personal Experience you got heartbreak written all over you homage or threat? did you believe in my naivety? cultural formations & weak philosophical text you found a variety of fields in the sound of humanity intelligently employing interdisciplinary methods~ ohhhh my how good you pretend! chaos to gain a firm foundation in a second arena I am that arena your soul purpose in life you hate me so... the tool necessary, for your darkest visual art diverse forms compliment your method of media center staging high maintenance, emotionally and otherwise but I am from a world you've never known that is what you despise ahhh yes, you stole any childhood that lived your sabbatical found in keeping temporal distance working so hard to rebound rooted hatred, fear, frustrations of those who speared your heart significant spaces translated your topography you rule your world with ultra dramatic components digging a fleet of events building imaginary walls observed by your rules and modern surveillance never caring about feelings only results, results, results that best fit your purpose and a heart as cold as ice this momentary assessment you're thrusted upon my land becomes your abstract commodity something on which you feed you personally own and attend your symbol of love died with potential in your underworld of intense dislike but you will never taste an easterly wind nor soar its waterfall you imagine yourself detached from the world changing art, representing strange power in your far off out of body experience you've raped this nation diminished inner from outer endlessly permeable, while your constantly looking in the mirror one day, the embodiment of your discourse, will turn and look you straight in the eyes then and only then, in that brief second will you realize what you've undermined by then, my friend, your beauty will be gone the ghastly atrocities you've embodied will resonate within as for me, I feel nothing and regret for trying, so long I ask you do you know your angry most of the time, but don't know why? your choice, your intimidation lies deceit, pain, sorrow, despair aren't you proud...? Personal Experience by Lee J. Erdo [This message has been edited by LeeJ (06-18-2009 10:18 AM).] |
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Sunshine
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Member Empyrean
since 1999-06-25
Posts 63354Listening to every heart |
but I am from a world you've never known ~*~ Yes, m'friend, you've life experiences that she is missing and will never regain if she should keep you from those you love most. I'm sorry to hear that this is still going on - I had hoped she would have backed off by now to share the love of a total family and such as that you have to give.  |
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WTBAKELAR
since 2008-09-09
Posts 1089Utah, USA |
Been there, done that, Thank God there is such a thing as "DIVORCE" If not, I would have been convicted of necessary homicide. I am a much happier person now. She is still a pain in my backside, because I was stupid enough to create children with the daughter of Satan. Sometimes it takes a while for young men to learn hard lessons. Take care, it will get better. Tracey. |
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Margherita Member Seraphic
since 2003-02-08
Posts 22236Eternity |
How sad and also frightening, dear Lee J.. You have given your emotions very powerful expression. And I doubt not for a second that you have really tried hard. Why we live such experiences is sometimes hard to understand and still there must be a reason, as there is in all things we live and go through. We may know later. It is always a two way experience. Maybe this woman sees in you "the former woman of her husband", instead of seeing you as his mother. That's why she can't accept you, you are seen as a rival. May you find serenity, dear Lee J. And hopefully something will open her eyes as to why she acts in the way she does. Hopefully! Good to have you back! Love and hugs. Margherita  |
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Dark Stranger Member Patricius
since 2001-03-19
Posts 13631West Coast |
ms lee-j..just stay lovely as you are, you will peel the skin from her soul eventually..don't give her your power!! |
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Dr.Moose1 Member Elite
since 1999-09-05
Posts 3448Bewilderment , USA |
LeeJ. You've done an excellent job here of describing someone the likes of which no-one in their right mind would want to meet, ( lol, remind me to stay on your good side ). Seriously though, best of luck with your situation, unfortunately, some people are just impossible to deal with. Doc |
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Honeybunch Member Rara Avis
since 2001-12-29
Posts 7115South Africa |
LeeJ - This is such a sad write but it's always good to get "things" out. I try to always see and appreciate the essential being behind the human facade but sometimes the "glare" sends me running and hiding although I must plead guilty to also sometimes staring straight back. I hope time will heal the wounds. Hugs Helen |
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LeeJ Member Patricius
since 2003-06-19
Posts 13296 |
many thanks dear hearts for your words of kindness...Love to you and yours Lee J. [This message has been edited by LeeJ (06-18-2009 10:19 AM).] |
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Alison
since 2008-01-27
Posts 9318Lumpy oatmeal makes me crazy! |
I keep reading. And I have read this pome several times - it fits in a hollow place I have right now. LeeJ, I have missed you. Alison |
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nakdthoughts Member Laureate
since 2000-10-29
Posts 19200Between the Lines |
"but you will never taste an easterly wind nor soar its waterfall" Beautifully expressed, Lee. (Although I do not know the background of your experience, I can feel your strength in words) M |
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Earth Angel Member Empyrean
since 2002-08-27
Posts 40215Realms of Light |
What a fantastic, powerfully-expressed vent and a half! Oh, my Lee J, it's about time you spilled your guts! ~ even if it is on paper and not to her face. Let it out, Darlin' ~ Let is ALL out! By gosh, I think you just did! She has a lot of lessons to learn in this lifetime ~ and I sure hope she learns at least some of them. I'm saving this ~ and you know why... Love you! ~ and giving you a high five!!! Linda  |
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Artic Wind Member Rara Avis
since 2007-09-16
Posts 8080Realm of Supernatural |
This is very powerful and true words and emotion leak from the words of an amazing and gifted poetess! ARCTIC WIND |
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jwesley Member Rara Avis
since 2000-04-30
Posts 7563Spring, Texas |
Experience molds and grows us, my friend, unless we choose to let it do otherwise... enjoyed getting to know you a little better... j. |
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