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Where he waits for me
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Where he waits for me |
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luminosity Senior Member
since 2005-11-18
Posts 813
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The first thing I would confess is that no the sadness in my eyes is not that I have given up hope it is that a piece of me is missing. For the longest time after his passing I envisioned myself left behind and hopeless. But I realize now that the piece missing from my heart has been transitioned to heaven and my hope is not dead, it has only shifted with it. There is no sadness I can give up there is no joy to hang on to I simply wait until the time when my heart will be whole again. And yes I know that you might look deeper and say there is yet another sadness there. Though I do not know how you could see past the greater to the long since resolved smaller. And so gain I confess that no I do not have nor have I ever had a partner in this life who sees me lovely and writes me as the subject of his love song. And I cannot say that from time to time this does not pain me but I have resolved that since my Heavenly Father knows what is best, then an earthly love must not be what I need. For if on this earth I had someone to think me wonderful, wouldn't I tend to disregard my great need for an eternal Savior? If in his eyes my reflection were perfection of what would I have the need to be set free? So instead I was given Someone who loved me enough to die for me, whose death made a way for me to make it in the end to where He waits for me... |
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Dark Stranger Member Patricius
since 2001-03-19
Posts 13631West Coast |
luminosity.. sounds like logical reasoning.. also there is that factor of time and when it fits into the scheme of things? enjoyed this !! |
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martiniat8 Senior Member
since 2003-06-21
Posts 897Prague, Bohemia, Czech Republic |
why cant you have both, the heavenly savior in the spirit of an individual? |
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Margherita Member Seraphic
since 2003-02-08
Posts 22236Eternity |
There is such a sweet tender tune in this beautifully written poem, but the melancholy prevails. You sound so deeply lovable, dear luminosity. When we love another with all our heart, it always becomes a divine love and your love for Him will not be diminished believe me. From the bottom of my heart I wish you to experience an earthly divine love ... Love, Margherita |
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Midnitesun
since 2001-05-18
Posts 28647Gaia |
Beautifully written. When you least expect it, the eartly love may come along. But if not, life is still a gift of love to share. |
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luminosity Senior Member
since 2005-11-18
Posts 813 |
ah...choices in life do have long term consequences...sigh...sigh...sigh...and I am at the age to try to come to terms with some made long ago..... thank you all for the words of encouragement  |
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