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Winter Epiloge I
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Winter Epiloge I |
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Lone_Wolf84 Junior Member
since 2009-05-26
Posts 21 |
Okey, so this was personal, but since I climbed that mountain I wished to share this so it sticks on the memory that is internet and can be viewed by me everytime I need to cry and everytime I need to be reborn. Everytime I open my story, something changes. I can never be free forever in chained. Respect your next but who respects me? Nobody but me. I cry for nobody becouse nobody is me and no one says we. and I got to fake it and say win when in the story I wrote I am soft i'm like feathers and bend like gold. soft spoken and forever loving yet..forever doing.. the work of others. I'm the one that build the pyramids for Raa I'm on the lowest cast and people say fight but they don't understand the pain the grief the suffering I am afraid of going to bed becouse I know each night has a curse in it never sleep is my curse yet I am human so sleep is needed I wish someone could wash away my tears. forever hold me in their arms, take care of me like....no one did. cursed to be the strong one cursed to be the soft one cursed to live forever cursed to die every single hour life is tragic and I remember why I love buddha live is a suffering I can't wait until I become a star becouse, they might live forever in my eyes but even them lose their shine suicide is a topic i think about often and I would do it but everytime i've tried I survive the only way to die, is if someone would cut my head off and I hope someone does this is the only secret i'll share with my fellow men and women Kill me and u get to nirvana I am the devil just in disguse kill me and u will find god kill me and u will find eternal happiness kill me and I will be...reborn. |
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GBride Senior Member
since 2009-07-02
Posts 538 |
A nice write. Life provides suffering whenever needed how else could we know love. Life provides wonder as well. We will nover know the wonder if we end our life too soon. Who knows what's next. You might want to be here to see whats in store. Your poem shows your great intelligence. I hope your around for a while and write some more, to share your knowledge with us! |
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Lone_Wolf84 Junior Member
since 2009-05-26
Posts 21 |
Thanks for wanting me around, love from a fellow human being is all that is needed to survive another day. I climbed my mountain tho. So there is no worries, like I said was a personal poem that I had when I was in heavy depression. Love conquers all. |
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Dark Stranger Member Patricius
since 2001-03-19
Posts 13631West Coast |
and we just learn to get over it and move on...enjoyed the spill...as for your language and education etc..no need for a crutch, you have plenty to say and are well enough versed to do so. keep up the misson. |
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Midnitesun
since 2001-05-18
Posts 28647Gaia |
I have a solar powered Buddha water fountain I love to sit by and meditiate. Problem is, we've had mostly cloudy days this summer and plenty of rain, I've only had a few days with Buddha on the porch. But reading daily from the Dalai Llama and Tibetan Buddhism is very energizing! However, I follow Taoist thought patterns far more than Buddhism. I do understand the need to climb those personal emotional/spiritual mountains daily. Please keep writing, your thoughts are interesting and as your third language, you handle English quite well! |
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