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Dark Poetry #5

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Vagabondinmyownmind
Junior Member
Posts 22

0 posted 2016-01-13 03:03 PM

paralyzed by depression
my blood turns cold
i am not so bold
to fight this thing off

swallow more meds
that protect me from myself
what is my life worth
as i die from another birth

scan my brain looking for life
give me a reason to want again
but i live in this constant scene
of mental torture

it will never ever end
my mind will always bend
paralyzed with fear
of not being able to recover this time

the laughter is all gone
the smile drops from my face
again, alone in the same place
losing the mental race

i want to disappear
i want to reappear
as a person with a glow
but this i will never know

sadness is in my blood
i only remain stable for you
you are the only thing that stays true
when my brain turns black and blue

Boomer Styles
Member

since 2014-03-02

Posts 194
South Side Of Success

1 posted 2016-01-17 12:00 PM

quote:
i am not so bold
to fight this thing off

Few can do it alone and even then its difficult for some to imagine.

Stay busy and think of as many pleasant thoughts you can.

'You write well and that's a tell'.

One ladle serves the soup that feeds the mouths of the many.

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