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voice2bheard
Senior Member

since 2007-10-19

Posts 591
New York

0 posted 2010-06-14 06:44 PM

I look at you, but you can't look at me

I see so many wonderful things for you

You see nothing, only the worse in me

I believe in you , I wish I could be like you

You can't stand to bare the pain anymore, because of me

I always thought of you as someone who would always be there for me

You just want to go away, sometimes I don't blame you, I'd do the same

I told you, I want to be better, and for you I will

You look at me, and despise so much, you don't even have to say it

I can tell by the look in your eyes

That you can't deal with this anymore

I'm so hurt by this feeling

I don't want to see your pain

I don't want to see you cry

But if I have to I don't mind wiping every tear from your eyes

Its hard that I can't talk to you

When you don't want to talk to me

Yes you listen to me, I know

But I can listen to you to

I don't want this all to be for nothing

Everything that we've been through

I wish I could do something wonderful for you

As all of the things that you've done for me

To try and prove to you, that I can be better than I am right now

The things you do and the things you say

Within all of the times you told me it'd be okay

So I look at you in hopes that one day you will look at me

Instead of right through me and for what you saw yesterday

For today is a new day, and for me it is better

I'm not the same person I was before

I'm going to be better and so much more

You changed my views, and you made me think

Of some of the things I really want to do in life

I want to sing, I want to continue to write

I'd love to have a piano to play so many ballads

To walk along the beach in peace and hear nothing but the waves of the ocean

The sound of your voice, when you use it so well

When you sing it just right, sounds like a bell

The harmony and look that you get in your eyes

And when you hit the note just right, it sounds so good, sometimes it almost makes me cry

To look behind me and not see you there

To look in front of me, knowing you care

I must apologize for the cruel things I put you through

I wish I could start over, everything even you

To say hello, that I would like you to stay in my life

To say so many words and make them alright

For you to look at me and say how you feel

To hold my hand one last time, frozen tight

As I kiss your forehead, before I go to bed,
like I do everynight

The things you can do, and the things I can't

One day soon I'll be better, I promise

Just once I'd love to hear you say that I did something right

For my head to be in your hands, you to say thank you, knowing I did something great for you

Your body thats so strong, along with the words that come from your lips

Something I could never do, but hope to one day

You inspire me, push me further than anyone has ever done in my life

Although so many things have gone wrong, your someone I feel, I have, thats right

The things that you do

And the things that you say

When the tears fall down my face

You say it'll be okay

As you wipe them away with your hands

I wish I could smile, because you're the only one who understands

You listen to what I have to say

I need to be better, make things ok

To smile,laugh, and be happy again

And to think all this time, I owe it to my best friend

The face of an angel and the voice of a harp

The body of a God, and the eyes of your own

Making yourself better, stronger than stone

For I am so small, everything within

Forgive me from my past, for I have sinned

To breathe again and not hear the torture

To look at you, and have to move forward

One day soon I can be on my own, I tell myself

I just wonder when that day is

For I know that day is not right now

So I turn to you, with everything to give

Things I can't explain, having to live

The reasons I still can't understand

For thing things I want to do for you

Because of the things you've done for me

Maybe possibly, one day understand

One day finally see

Kate

voice2bheard
Senior Member

since 2007-10-19

Posts 591
New York

1 posted 2010-06-14 06:46 PM

Really need to start doing something better with my life!! Hopefully someone gets it?

Kate

Chalmette Guy
Senior Member

since 2009-03-11

Posts 1257
Louisiana

2 posted 2010-06-15 11:31 AM

I get it. lol

Eldest
Member

since 2010-06-15

Posts 177
Alabama

3 posted 2010-06-16 10:00 AM

Letting go is very painful, but sometimes holding on is more painful

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