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How it feels
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How it feels |
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voice2bheard Senior Member
since 2007-10-19
Posts 591New York |
If only you knew what it was like everyday Every time when I see you, it still never goes away I've wondered if I'd be better off without you, but I already know that's not true Get over it, just forget it, everyday I have to tell myself One day soon maybe there will be someone else Is that really what I want to do Move on and forget this, just forget about you Sure it'd make the pain, agony, and excruciation fade Still I don't think that it will completely ever go away Whenever I'm around you, its always so much that I can never explain The things that you do to me, how you just make all the pain go away Why can't I just let you go, hell why did I ever have to let you know? Why did I ever have to open my mouth? Why did I even have to know just a smidge of what you're about? Now its starting to seem like it'll never be enough Hurting inside, realizing after months that there will never be an us I count down the seconds until I can be away from you No really inside I count the seconds until I can be with you I know you never meant it, but somehow everything is this way Now I'm not even sure what to do anymore, not even sure what to say I haven't felt like this for someone in over a decade Sometimes I wish you didn't know the real me, that it still should've been a masquerade It always feels like there's still so much to say to you Yet when I'm finally around you the words can never come out Still even after months, I have no idea what you're all about I love who I see, and I love what I know I love you enough in this life, to know that I don't want you to go I wish just for once you understood where I'm coming from Just once I could follow through on the word "done" To feel what its like to love someone who doesn't even acknowledge you How much that it hurts, when they even know the truth How is it possible to have such love for someone who doesn't feel the same Trust me,. you wouldn't want to be in this position, it isn't the best of games Holding in a breath, but to never let it go I'm so sick of these stupid emotions, that just seem to grow Just stop already, can't it just go away As I feel I've said to much now, with what I have to say Tears, Blood, Dirt...I don't think it really matters When it comes down to a heart that's been completely shattered I never want to hurt you, and its to late if I already did Why'd you have to do this to me, do you like seeing me like this Everything about this is just so wrong and forbidden So why can't I just forget you, cause you'll be someone severely missed For once I actually have someone who matters Not sure what that's like, even if hurts, I still want to hold on tight When the only place that I feel safe is in your arms I'm scared there will come a day, you won't be there anymore, just gone So I need to tell you the truth, before either of us go No matter how much it may seem like I hate you, I still always love you so I will always be there for you until the very end Even if it means a broken heart, and losing a best friend Back to being quiet, you not knowing at all As you won't ever know this, or the tears that fall You don't believe that I care, you don't believe that I love you Eventually one day I'll have to say goodbye, and move too As much as I want you to stay in my life When you don't feel the same, it'll never feel right Kate |
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Bluesy Socrateaser Member Elite
since 2002-11-07
Posts 2417In The Mirror |
quote:I feel it's never wrong to love someone. If it's "forbidden", maybe that's because one's attentions are focused on someone who's married, but other than that... Your willingness to not play the 'masquerade' game leaves you more vulnerable. I've found that the most loving people are those who are willing to be 'vulnerable'. As I read your heartfelt poetry, I got the impression that this is you all over. You're right. It hurts...it hurts bad to love someone who won't love you back. It's easy to say, "find someone who will". Yep, that's easy to say alright...but hard as hell to do. I wish you love.  ...just bein' Bluesy |
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