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Vagabondinmyownmind Junior Member Posts 22 |
Scared of myself I feel helpless Afraid of the day Gazing into the unknown Dead Eyes Questions of Why Me? Will it go away? Will it stick this time? No turning back Black behind the eyes It's hard to disguise Written on my face God remove me from this place Praying doesn't help Knots on the inside Twisting at my brain Skeletons ripping out my soul Cruel Cruel World |
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DaysofView Member
since 2014-04-01
Posts 433Just A Slice Of The Pie |
That must feel awful! I want to die in my sleep like my grandfather...not like the passengers screaming in the back of his car. |
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Vagabondinmyownmind Junior Member Posts 22 |
Thanks for reading. Your correct, it does feels awful. Unfortunately, i feel like this most of the time. |
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DaysofView Member
since 2014-04-01
Posts 433Just A Slice Of The Pie |
You need something or someone to make you feel differently then. Which is it V? I want to die in my sleep like my grandfather...not like the passengers screaming in the back of his car. |
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Vagabondinmyownmind Junior Member Posts 22 |
I am on 4 different meds that should keep me stable but they stop working sometimes and they need to be adjusted. This is why my stuff is so dark when i go down hill. I wouldn't wish my mental illness on anyone, its horrific to think the thoughts that i do. I have the support of a family BUT that stuff don't matter when you hit rock bottom. |
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DaysofView Member
since 2014-04-01
Posts 433Just A Slice Of The Pie |
I'm so sorry to know of your struggles V. It's hard for me to know your thoughts, but I will try and read more of you and perhaps I'll see you more clearly. Do your best as you can V. Stacy I want to die in my sleep like my grandfather...not like the passengers screaming in the back of his car. |
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