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apes531
Junior Member

since 2008-07-23

Posts 35

0 posted 2008-07-26 02:19 AM

I’m not the little girl I once was,
i have many more flaws.
Everything I do is somehow a mistake,
My smile wasn’t always this fake.

I want to go back to a time when I was real,
With my secrets I didn’t have to conceal.
The look I get when I walk down the street,
Got me feeling so incomplete.

Why’d this happen to me,
With this decision you might not agree.
Its not right, but its whats best
I’ve never felt this stressed.

This driving me insane maybe I need a shrink,
I never use to care what people think.
I want to go back in time and change what ive done,
Go back to when life was fun.

I cant take this stress anymore,
These feelings are far to strong to ignore.
Why’d it have to happen like this,
It started with one simple kiss.
And now my worlds turned upside down

I cant make a sound
Just lookin at the test
I guess its time to confess
I’ve made a mistake

Nows when I find out whos fake.
Theres no need to pretend
You were never truly my friend.
I’m stuck with this big decision

This is not the life I envisioned.

(first Post Tell me what you think good or no..)

[This message has been edited by apes531 (07-26-2008 06:14 PM).]

XGarapanX
Senior Member

since 2008-06-19

Posts 1435
Antarctica

1 posted 2008-07-26 07:12 AM

This sounds like a condition I call, "SingleMom-anism". Sadly, I have had to consider this topic often lately because of various family members. This poem reminds me to be compassionate with them and sensitive to their feelings in this situation. I also detect a hint of the issue of abortion. This, too, is a difficult issue to have to face. Thanks for sharing.

·´~`·»Garapan«·´~`·

Artic Wind
Member Rara Avis

since 2007-09-16

Posts 8080
Realm of Supernatural

2 posted 2008-07-26 11:51 AM

WELCOME TO PIP........ Again LOL

ARCTIC WIND

Gaelynsgirl
Member

since 2008-07-18

Posts 175
Ont. Canada

3 posted 2008-07-26 02:14 PM

Welcome to pip!!! May your poetry help you explore your decisions and choices, just as I'm sure you will be encouraging others to search out this amazing journey we take.

with smiles
Lynda

Sunshine

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Member Empyrean

since 1999-06-25

Posts 63354
Listening to every heart

4 posted 2008-07-27 10:13 AM

Your first poem in PiP - and it sounds
like you've been reading us for a little
while before joining, because you've
certainly opened up your heart.

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