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xTr3m3sT
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since 2008-03-03

Posts 415

0 posted 2008-04-16 11:11 PM

I'm walking through a battle within my memories
visions of pain and violence without a remedy
without a cure I sit back and recall
these painful memories that keeps my mind at a stall.

As these memories flash through my illusionary projector
I try to forget these things, rather then remember
because I hate these memories, I just want them to die
every time they appear in my head, I sit on my bed and cry.

It's like I'm writing my life in permanent marker, so I can't erase mistakes
if just one stray mark happens, my future is at stake
if I mess up a little, I can't go back and do it again
and I messed up big time, ever since I was 10.

I'm confused and scared for what the future entails
I feel like I'm a package going into retail
getting shipped to some unknown land where I do not belong
for everything that I've done for my life at this point, has been wrong.

No matter what I write this grief will not end,
it doesn't matter how long I spend
spilling my heart threw this ballpoint pen
I will just never be the same again.

I will end this poem, without a sequel or moral,
for sooner or later, I will no longer be mortal

[This message has been edited by xTr3m3sT (04-17-2008 07:52 AM).]

Inspired-8
Member

since 2008-04-14

Posts 311
Pluto

1 posted 2008-04-16 11:28 PM

Very intense moving write keep writing!

Inspired-8

Robert E. Jordan
Member Rara Avis

since 2008-01-25

Posts 8541
Philadelphia, Pennsylvania

2 posted 2008-04-16 11:40 PM

Angel,

It's "Cries", please be more careful. Just press the edit button, and you can change it.

Good luck buddy.

Bobby

[This message has been edited by Robert E. Jordan (04-17-2008 12:02 AM).]

Seoulair
Senior Member

since 2008-03-27

Posts 807
Seoul S.Korea

3 posted 2008-04-17 12:48 PM

To acknowledge what had happened in life and try to accept it and gradually put them away in the back of mind. Something in life may forever printed in memory. It might serve as a boundary pole so one will never get hurt again in that spot.

Very good poem. felt the struggling.

2islander2
Member Ascendant

since 2008-03-12

Posts 6825
by the sea

4 posted 2008-04-17 04:04 AM

How could I win the battle on memories ?
by keeping on writing I think...

Thanks yann

shyvl
Senior Member

since 2008-04-11

Posts 531
texas, usa

5 posted 2008-04-17 08:53 PM

Memories can be directional signs; the good and the bad can keep us going or warn us it is time to turn around. Use them don't let them abuse you. Thanks for sharing and keep writing, it helps it all make sense.
sharyn

Larrysmom
Senior Member

since 2008-04-03

Posts 533
Florida, USA

6 posted 2008-04-17 09:49 PM

Angel, this makes me feel so sad… Hang tight hun, and don’t forget about that email button…

Tammy<333

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