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Where He waits for me
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Where He waits for me |
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luminosity Senior Member
since 2005-11-18
Posts 813
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The first thing I would confess is that no the sadness in my eyes is not that I have given up hope it is that a piece of me is missing. For the longest time after his passing I envisioned myself left behind and hopeless. But I realize now that the piece missing from my heart has been transitioned and my hope is not dead, it has only shifted to heaven with it. There is no sadness I can give up there is no joy to hang on to I simply wait until the time when my heart will be whole again. And yes I know that you might look deeper and say there is yet another sadness there though I do not know how you could see past the greater to the long since resolved smaller. Again I confess that no I do not have nor have I ever had a partner in this life who sees me lovely and writes me as the subject of his love song. And I cannot say that from time to time this does not pain me but I have resolved that since my Heavenly Father knows what is best, then an earthly love must not be what I need. For if on this earth I had someone to think me wonderful, wouldn't I tend to disregard my great need for an eternal Savior? If my reflection was perfection of what would I have the need to be set free? So instead I was given someone who loved me enough to die for me, whose death made a way for me to make it in the end to where He waits for me... |
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Earth Angel Member Empyrean
since 2002-08-27
Posts 40215Realms of Light |
With all sincerity, I must tell you that your words literally brought tears to my eyes. Your naked honesty and depth of emotion, were exceptionally moving. You have an especially beautiful soul and all will be well ~ in Divine time. ~ which is often one heckuvvalot slower than we Earthlings would like!  Loving you, EA |
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luminosity Senior Member
since 2005-11-18
Posts 813 |
thank you....so much...this one just spilled from my heart to the page...and I guess it shows... good thing I am usually patient  love you lady, your very presence lends hope |
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GG Member Elite
since 2002-12-03
Posts 3532Lost in thought |
Amen to that. This piece is so tender, yet real and raw. I definitely get it. And yes, His hope and His face sure are sweet to behold. Beautiful.~Alyssa Hupomeno. |
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luminosity Senior Member
since 2005-11-18
Posts 813 |
thank you alyssa, it is so good to have you back, your comments mean much to me...and yes He is beautiful, isn't He? *smile* |
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suthern
since 1999-07-29
Posts 20723Louisiana |
Again I confess that no I do not have nor have I ever had a partner in this life who sees me lovely and writes me as the subject of his love song. And I cannot say that from time to time this does not pain me but I have resolved that since my Heavenly Father knows what is best, then an earthly love must not be what I need. I wish I could find this peace... instead, I fill His ears with rants on the unfairness of it all. *S* However... He has blessed me with friends who see me with kindness... like you. *S* And for that, I am so grateful. I am also grateful for your pen, dear friend... you write your life and make me rethink mine... and that's good. *S* |
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Marge Tindal
since 1999-11-06
Posts 42384Florida's Foreverly Shores |
SweetLady~ You are a refreshing breath of the faith you live~ By sharing these thoughts with others you give us reason to look into our own hearts and give thanks to Him for all of our blessings~ *Huglets*  ~*Marge*~ ~*The sound of a kiss is not as strong as that of a cannon, but it's echo endures much longer*~ |
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luminosity Senior Member
since 2005-11-18
Posts 813 |
that my words can help at all is a wonder, for they come from such a shambles of a mind, but I guess it is a tribute to my "Inspiration"...sigh..for without my faith...where would I be? thank you ladies |
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JamesMichael Member Empyrean
since 1999-11-16
Posts 33336Kapolei, Hawaii, USA |
This is nice in its sincerity..and I do believe that it is not good to hold to tightly onto those we care for...as relationship always have a beginning and an ending, but God did create men and women to populate this earth. Perhaps I do not understand your intentions..but I do respect your choices...James |
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