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life or vomit?
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life or vomit? |
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lilibeelee Member
since 2001-07-12
Posts 143 |
wrote this with current battle with chronic illness,and eating disorder. My head is burnining Disconnected from the world Knowing whats right Ignoring it all Can't seem to be that person I was Inventing a new life Scared of what might be No reason, no reason just because Why has reality become so distant? Am I completly vaccant? Burning, Burning, I feel on fire It's all on me now Observing getting what you want But never obtaining it truley I can't go on I flush my life I feel so full Then I let go Why am I cheating myself? Don't I need this to survive? Eventually, one day, someday, sometime Getting weaker, loosing hold Waking up and now it's cold Laying on the bathroom floor Losing what I have had To become someone I created Loosing something precious I hate lyingand pretending When I can't hide these things Can't their be happiness, with no faluire Once again I'm bending It's acidic, it burns It's now become silent I vomit my life I let go of my pain, and my disapointment I let it go Down this porceiln drain Kneeling now Looking now Feeling now I smell of vomit |
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JL Member Ascendant
since 2004-04-01
Posts 6128Texas, USA |
"I hate lyingand pretending When I can't hide these things Can't their be happiness, with no faluire Once again I'm bending It's acidic, it burns It's now become silent I vomit my life I let go of my pain, and my disapointment I let it go Down this porceiln drain Kneeling now Looking now Feeling now I smell of vomit" Very emotional write, and descriptive. JL  Blessed are those who are generous, because they feed the poor. |
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Earth Angel Member Empyrean
since 2002-08-27
Posts 40215Realms of Light |
Oh, lilibeelee, you vividly pulled me into your tortured world. Your pain is palpable in your impassioned words. There are so many young women who suffer from this societally-induced disease. I pray for your physical ~ and emotional ~ recovery. Wrapping my arms around you with love and compassion, EA  |
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