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dgvarner
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High Springs, Florida

0 posted 2007-07-11 02:31 PM


I tried to lay still and be part of the puzzle
The way I knew I should
I tried to fit there in the midst of my life
The way they thought I would
I tried to keep up the facade of a man—
I wasn’t sure I could
Anymore…
The puzzle tried to embrace me
But the pieces didn’t fit around me
The man and I had different desires…
I tried.
I tried to be what society said I should be
But I didn’t fit there
I didn’t fit there…
I stood up and looked around at the bed where I lay
And I noticed the colors were all wrong
I wondered why no one else had noticed…
I left the puzzle
I left behind the life I’d made
For the man I didn’t really know
I know I left them with a hole in the middle
I know I left them with chafed edges and frayed memories
But I didn’t fit—
I tried!
I just didn’t fit…

--dgvarner
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nakdthoughts
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since 2000-10-29
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Between the Lines
1 posted 2007-07-11 02:39 PM


Sometimes I feel like I don't fit anymore~~~

Good Write, nice picture

M

dgvarner
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since 2000-05-13
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High Springs, Florida
2 posted 2007-07-11 02:52 PM


NAKDTHOUGHTS~ Thanks for your reply!
***************
I wrote this for someone I've never met; a married man, father of two...
just trying to see things from his perspective; wondering how he perhaps felt as he found himself having to face the fact of his homosexuality...
Some say homosexuality is a choice--I can't imagine anyone would CHOOSE to be ridiculed and labled an outcast, I believe it's something one is born with--the choice, only in how they choose to deal with the facts.

hugs, g


"...Never regret anything that made you smile..."

aziza
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3 posted 2007-07-11 07:33 PM


You know, your writing interests me because you write from perspectives that are not you.  Does that make sense?  I like it.  And I like your poetry a lot.

Alison

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