Open Poetry #40 |
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Envy |
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Kitsuneartist New Member
since 2007-06-04
Posts 6 |
I see you all these things you hold possessed all these wonderful things who are you to be blessed? I want them i'm filled with envy and greed and everything you have . . . i need I am much more deserving they should be mine i'll do anything for it a shiver goes down my spine an evilness spreads across my body a darkness lurking. . . i begin to think of revenge and my evil mind gets working I want to deostroy you because you have everything I imagine the hurt and the pain that i'll be too happy to bring because of you i wonder everyday why should i go on? shes better in everyway I make you suffer the same way you did to me make you feel pathic. now can you see? see how it feels? to feel left out to be forgotten. scream and shout but you won't be heard you wont even be remembered now all you possess is mine your purpose is served you lay battered and bloody now you can never ever again be better than me ill be on top forever i grin in sweet success i've finally won im finally better im put down by no one then i look at you again and something comes over me i begin to feel a horror where i just felt glee my best friend is on the floor dead because i murdered her i feel a sudden dread i'll never be happy i'll never have satisfaction my body goes into shock i get a sudden reaction i collaspe next to her tears fill my eyes all this time i filled myself with lies I was lying to myself i made myself believe i deserved better the monster i conceived |
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MindBodySoul Member
since 2007-01-10
Posts 196NJ |
Wow... I get the chills everytime I read this. Jen--->MindBodySoul |
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