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Kitsuneartist
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since 2007-06-04
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0 posted 2007-06-04 09:24 PM



I see you
all these things you hold possessed
all these wonderful things
who are you to be blessed?

I want them
i'm filled with envy and greed
and everything you have
. . . i need

I am much more deserving
they should be mine
i'll do anything for it
a shiver goes down my spine

an evilness spreads across my body
a darkness lurking. . .
i begin to think of revenge
and my evil mind gets working

I want to deostroy you
because you have everything
I imagine the hurt and the pain
that i'll be too happy to bring

because of you
i wonder everyday
why should i go on?
shes better in everyway

I make you suffer
the same way you did to me
make you feel pathic.
now can you see?

see how it feels?
to feel left out
to be forgotten.
scream and shout

but you won't be heard
you wont even be remembered
now all you possess is mine
your purpose is served

you lay battered and bloody
now you can never ever
again be better than me
ill be on top forever

i grin in sweet success
i've finally won
im finally better
im put down by no one

then i look at you again
and something comes over me
i begin to feel a horror
where i just felt glee

my best friend
is on the floor dead
because i murdered her
i feel a sudden dread

i'll never be happy
i'll never have satisfaction
my body goes into shock
i get a sudden reaction

i collaspe next to her
tears fill my eyes
all this time
i filled myself with lies

I was lying to myself
i made myself believe
i deserved better
the monster i conceived


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MindBodySoul
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since 2007-01-10
Posts 196
NJ
1 posted 2007-06-04 10:38 PM


Wow... I get the chills everytime I read this.  

Jen--->MindBodySoul

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