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Not Good Enough

rmortimer1987
New Member

since 2008-05-05

Posts 7
Qld Australia

0 posted 2008-05-11 10:10 AM

I want you but i dont know why
You bring the memories back
of the one that hurt me so
and yet you are so much different

You do so many things
that remind me of him
and i am so scared
that you will do the same thing

I know im falling for you
I know i feel more than i should
I know you are not him
But will you do the same thing

My walls are starting to crumble
And my defences are failing
You are the only one that has
managed to see me like this
and not run away in terror

My deamons are coming out
my past rearing its ugly head
all my insecurities making their noise
all saying the same things as before

Your not good enough
You dont deserve to be happy
You dont deserve anything
You are not worthy
it is all playing in my head once more

Claira
Member

since 2008-05-11

Posts 102
British but living in Thailand

1 posted 2008-05-11 10:59 AM

I had to wait a while before I could post anything, reminded me of similar time 6 yrs ago

Very emotive, thanks for sharing.

Marilyn
Member Elite

since 1999-09-26

Posts 2621
Ontario, Canada

2 posted 2008-05-12 10:18 AM

I understand these feelings well. Thanks for sharing.

Marilyn

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