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looking past |
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kissmexbaby6605 New Member
since 2008-01-23
Posts 8Georgia |
i take it off at night and put it during the day cover my face in a mask & its my way of being able to stay strong its probably somewhat wrong but its easier to hide then to face your fears it prevents all the moments with pain & tears i'm learning how to trust & how to let go & that in some moments its better not to know its a process to say the least but i'm trying even though some days are tough its better than lying one day i'll walk around without a mask on my face & hope that my true self is what people will be able to embrace because its hard to start over and forget your past yet i must say peices of the mask are falling off pretty fast the problem is i'm not sure if i can keep anything that i once knew because when i see the past my world does nothing but turn an awful blue flashing back every horrible memory i created me wishing i could cover then with a lid but its time to face my fears & let everyone know that my past is what's made me & that my life is more difficult than most and being me is something they could never be without breaking down or at least falling apart so when you critcize me know you can't damage my heart its stronger than most so when you think that my heart needs a nurse just remember your best day could never beat my worse |
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