The First time he touched me

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Teen Poetry #8

The First time he touched me

hunnie_girl

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since 2006-06-18

Posts 2567
Canada

0 posted 2007-12-10 02:49 AM

The first time he touched me I screamed in my head
ever since then I've wished he was dead
I was so quiet i didn't make a peep
I layed awake while he thought i was asleep

I knew he'd been drinking I could smell it on his breath
He moved his fingers all over me I was scareed to death
he ran his hands up and down my skin
and since then I can never forget his sin

He flicks off the light on the kitchen wall
and sneaks into his bed down the hall
Why does no one notice where he goes at night
and how does he manage to stay out of sight

I always remember and go back to that day
no matter what i do I just cant get away
he took my purity and made me ashamed
even after i told it was still me he blamed

Always my fault oh how I would taunt and tease
he said i was the one who was begging him please
but really back then i was so damn innocent
the devil got mad and it was him he sent

But life goes on forgive and forget
stuff happens you get what you get
so again i'll push it away far from my head
forget all the horror that went on in my bed.

~I admit I know this is definatley not one of my better poems but.. tried 4 two years to write this and i settled for this version... another version posted in CA though~

moondogz
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since 2007-05-01

Posts 397
Great White North

1 posted 2007-12-10 05:57 AM

That was really heavy hunnie...I don't know how a person gets beyond forgiveness when these things happen....which I know they do far to often...thanks for sharing.

RevengeIsMine
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since 2006-07-08

Posts 820
Australia

2 posted 2007-12-10 08:31 AM

This brings back so many memories for me as well.. u know my past sweetie only i got to heal because i had a daughter.. where you urself have never healed this poem is amazing u have such courage for sharing...

RenaissanceRomanceRunsRed
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since 2007-06-11

Posts 1062
In Love <3

3 posted 2007-12-11 06:39 PM

oh Krysti dear, considering all, and not considering anything it was well written, i would say it was beautiful, the implications and the idea and hurt in it seem too defiling to call it that, but it was beautifully written.

-Kate

"I have no other but a woman's reason:
I think him so, because I think him so."

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