I hide everything From you to keep the peace

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Teen Poetry #8

I hide everything From you to keep the peace

leighsac
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since 2007-09-07

Posts 1
Texas, US

0 posted 2007-09-08 12:11 PM

If only you could see the pain I hide.
Behind the depts of lieing eyes.
You don't care, about me. If you did, you would treat me with respect. But theres no way getting out. Our child is in between, and I cant take a change of loosing here. The threats you belt out, sting like a spearing knife. So fast and hard. I begin to feel knumb. When I say I love you, I feel nothing. But thats the only way not to start another fight, where Im Being called a b****. You expect me to want to do everything for you, And make sure you are well taken care of, but what have you done for me? Or our child. Your to selfish to get a job, that pays to little. We cant afford diapers, baby food so you are always borrowing money from people you know you will never pay back. SOMETIMES I wish i could hurt you so bad that you would feel the way I do, and STOP. But you are to cold hearted. Our life together is meaningless, if we didnt have our daughter. She is everything to me, and if we split, you threaten to take her from me because I had mental issues when I was 16. Who doesnt have mental issues? I feel like giving up all the time. I go to bed BALLING my eyes out because I hold in all of the pain through out the day. It actually gives me headachs to hold in all of that stress. And then its relieved when I let all of it out. In silent screams. I wish I Could tell you I hate you. I wish I could tell you How I hated it when you touched me, and When We are in bed together, Im all the way to the edge of the bed, so I dont have to be in your presence. I wish there was a way out!!!!!!!!!!!!

I love you Today,
More than yesturday,
but I will always love you more tomorrow

hunnie_girl

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since 2006-06-18

Posts 2567
Canada

1 posted 2007-09-12 03:07 PM

There always is a way out... Call for help. There are so many people who can help you get away. This poem was so sad. I think the flow was pretty good but the structure made it a little hard to read. The content was great. Welcoem to Passions I hope you find home here.
Best Wishes,
Krysti

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