Open Poetry #44 |
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passing shadows Member Empyrean
since 1999-08-26
Posts 45577displaced |
I have a few good people, friends, who understand what is happening here, who stand by me with no regret, ones who will never disappear. Angels, or ladybugs, if you will, above those that are so quick to judge when they have no clue of reality, those who cannot feel the sludge. And friends are all that matters, that's what is important to me. I've been judged by the TRUE judges on the bench in robes with their degree. And moreso, God. He knows who I am. He knows what will happen here. I give my life over to Him and do so without any fear. Why should I be afraid? I have many TRUE friends beside, so anyone who has absolutely no clue of the terrible life where I reside can take it up with their own guide and get themselves on their own road because very few share my shoes, very few understand my load and I am forever in their debt, from my tears, they are wet. those are the ones I kept close when I slept and all other judges are inept. |
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Member Seraphic
since 2000-01-18
Posts 22676with you |
Dixie what is it? Those without sin cast the first stone? yeah...if people think he "saved" you, or has done you some kind of favor...that is just sad...I know he lied to you. I know he gave you false hope and promised you things he has NO intention of delievering on. The person who can say they have never made a bad choice in their life, I will be the first one to call them a liar. I'm sorry it happened and I'm more sorry that some folks can't seem to understand the reality of the choices you had....if you can even call them choices at all. I love you!! |
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ethome Member Patricius
since 2000-05-14
Posts 11858New Brunswick Canada |
I bumped this because of the emotional intensity. I think this cry needs to be read. Eric |
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passing shadows Member Empyrean
since 1999-08-26
Posts 45577displaced |
Susan, I know you understand and you have been privy to information that others have not had so really I guess I can't blame them for not knowing or relating...or just not being able to read between the lines sometimes. There is really only one who can "save" me and He tells no lies nor does He use in bad ways. And friends...well those are the angels He sends down. I love you too. Eric, thanks for bumping. I didn't really mean this to be a cry, more so a stand on two feet and stating things that I know in my heart, and feeling truly blessed by those who understand me and love me anyway. |
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2islander2 Member Ascendant
since 2008-03-12
Posts 6825by the sea |
Hi PS, a little bit vindictive, enjoy the read. Keep your friends close, it is important. Everyone has his reasons. yann |
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vandana
since 1999-10-22
Posts 10463USA |
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Greeneyes
since 2000-09-09
Posts 9903In Your Poetic Mind |
Sea, in a warm way I say this, everyone has choices! it's what we do with those choices, but we all have the ability to not only make them, but make them our own.... PS~ I know part of it... ~~**~~ |
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jwesley Member Rara Avis
since 2000-04-30
Posts 7563Spring, Texas |
Hard knocks, rough roads, or smooth sailing... can't ever be in your shoes, my friend, but I'm still under the same moon you are, so, again, look at it and See Me...I'm still smiling at you, and yeah, I don't know you, or about your world...but I love you too. j. |
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JamesMichael Member Empyrean
since 1999-11-16
Posts 33336Kapolei, Hawaii, USA |
Fine writing...James |
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Bill Charles Member Patricius
since 2000-07-11
Posts 10619highways, & byways, for now |
passing shadows - I can only wish you well, and hope things change for the better... BC |
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