Teen Poetry #1 |
My Greatest Fear (please read) |
Systematic Decay Senior Member
since 1999-09-15
Posts 1301That place with padded walls and funny people in white......... |
Whatever has become of me? What happened to your little dear? I'll tell you whats become of me I've become my greatest fear A hypocritical statistic No better than the rest Self -loathing will take its toll Now im nothing but a mess I'm acting so helplessly human Weak and dirty, stupid and dumb Whatever has become of me? I'm detached, cold, and numb Look at what you've done to me Look at whats become of me Buttons easy to press Go away, leave me alone Let me be repressed Look at what I am now Full of vengeance, hate and spite And I know without a doubt Nothing will ever be alright I did everything you said What do I get? Look at whats become of my world I've lost my precious glass house Please give me that fragile existence back I'll be quiet as a f*cking mouse I'll never again As long as I live Throw a stone Not at you, anyway Look at what's become of me If I saw you I'd shoot you dead Your lips no longer telling lies Legs no longer spread I want to be important too I want the world to give a shit I know I'm being selfish But can't I have just a bit? Blame me, for I am at fault Rape me, for I am the whore How could you do this to me? God forgive me, I want more What is wrong with me? Punch me in my ugly face I'll replace the broken teeth I will live in hate denied Destroy me, for I am the broken link Whatever has become of me? Why did I let you do this? You are an innocent......... You're always right I'm always wrong I'll just quit trying I'll never belong I am not the vicim here Whatever has become of me? The picture is so crystal clear This is what you've done to me I've become my greatest fear -Systematic Decay- "Well you've got me working so hard lately, Working my hands until they bleed If I was twice the man I could be I'd still be half of what you need" -Trent Reznor- |
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Star Fairy 2 Member
since 1999-09-06
Posts 260cerritos, california, usa |
o mah God... This was TYYTTEe.. in like all capitals uknowhatimsayin... maad propz. ------------------ "If to rectify your demeanor, You must imitate another, Your philosiphy on morality Is a burden on your mentality, Your actions based on popularity, Will never fulfill you internally, Cuz the world was not blessed with equality, But rather with fake geniality. --823-- |
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caroline Senior Member
since 1999-08-16
Posts 1218http://members.xoom.com/belladona123/index.htm |
Excellent. You express yourself well. ------------------ The only man worth your tears will never make you cry... |
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