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Systematic Decay
Senior Member
since 1999-09-15
Posts 1301
That place with padded walls and funny people in white.........

0 posted 1999-09-17 06:00 PM


Whatever has become of me?
What happened to your little dear?
I'll tell you whats become of me
I've become my greatest fear

A hypocritical statistic
No better than the rest
Self -loathing will take its toll
Now im nothing but a mess

I'm acting so helplessly human
Weak and dirty, stupid and dumb
Whatever has become of me?
I'm detached, cold, and numb

Look at what you've done to me

Look at whats become of me
Buttons easy to press
Go away, leave me alone
Let me be repressed

Look at what I am now
Full of vengeance, hate and spite
And I know without a doubt
Nothing will ever be alright

I did everything you said
What do I get?

Look at whats become of my world
I've lost my precious glass house
Please give me that fragile existence back
I'll be quiet as a f*cking mouse

I'll never again
As long as I live
Throw a stone
Not at you, anyway

Look at what's become of me
If I saw you I'd shoot you dead
Your lips no longer telling lies
Legs no longer spread

I want to be important too
I want the world to give a shit
I know I'm being selfish
But can't I have just a bit?

Blame me, for I am at fault
Rape me, for I am the whore
How could you do this to me?
God forgive me, I want more

What is wrong with me?

Punch me in my ugly face
I'll replace the broken teeth
I will live in hate denied
Destroy me, for I am the broken link

Whatever has become of me?
Why did I let you do this?
You are an innocent.........

You're always right
I'm always wrong
I'll just quit trying
I'll never belong

I am not the vicim here

Whatever has become of me?
The picture is so crystal clear
This is what you've done to me
I've become my greatest fear

-Systematic Decay-

"Well you've got me working so hard lately,
Working my hands until they bleed
If I was twice the man I could be
I'd still be half of what you need"
-Trent Reznor-

© Copyright 1999 Systematic Decay - All Rights Reserved
Star Fairy 2
Member
since 1999-09-06
Posts 260
cerritos, california, usa
1 posted 1999-09-18 04:35 PM


o mah God... This was TYYTTEe.. in like all capitals uknowhatimsayin... maad propz.

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"If to rectify your demeanor,
You must imitate another,
Your philosiphy on morality
Is a burden on your mentality,
Your actions based on popularity,
Will never fulfill you internally,
Cuz the world was not blessed with equality,
But rather with fake geniality.
--823--

caroline
Senior Member
since 1999-08-16
Posts 1218
http://members.xoom.com/belladona123/index.htm
2 posted 1999-09-19 02:06 PM


Excellent. You express yourself well.

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The only man worth your tears will never make you cry...

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