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TabiLover
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0 posted 2000-11-10 04:07 AM


Hi I'm 17 years old.  I met a girl in my freshman year in high school.  We are now really good friends.  Best friends.  The first time I saw her, I had a crush on her.  Now, I'm a junior in high school.  We see each other a little more often now.  This year, I have had feelings for her more than just a crush.  I have never had these feelings before.  I have had several crushes on girls but they don't last this long and I never feel this way about them.  My stomach feels like I have butterflies in it all the time.  I always think about her.  I miss her so much when I'm not with her.  I could even cry, sometimes I do.  I've never been "hot" with the ladies.  I've had maybe a few girlfriends but I've never felt like this before, not even close.  I just want to hug her and hold her all the time, just to be with her.  I am so afraid to tell her how I feel.  I would just die if she didn't feel the same way.  Then it would be awkward to talk to her after that.  What should I do?  Is there a poem here that would explain exactly how I feel?  I was thinking of getting a new email address and send her love poems but not telling her who they are from.  And then eventually I'll tell her myself(if she doesn't guess first) that it was me all along.  I just don't know what to do.  I've never felt this way before.        

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LoveBug
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1 posted 2000-11-10 09:21 AM


Welcome to Passions!

You sound like you are definently in love, and I think that you should tell this person how you feel. I don't think that you should sneak around and send her love poems. Personally, I would be more flattered if a guy game up to me and recited a love poem himself. But that's all up to you. There are a lot of great love poems here. This is what the Teen forum is for... poetry. I'm going to move this post to a more appropriate forum called "Feelings". There are a lot of great people there who will discuss this with you. Thanks for posting!


(Anyone who wants to reply to this post can do it in Feelings. Thanks!

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TabiLover
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2 posted 2000-11-11 12:50 PM


what may be holding me back is that she has a boyfriend.  I hate him too.  She always seems to go out with losers.  Maybe I'm just jealous.
Dopey Dope
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3 posted 2000-11-11 02:48 PM


Maybe you are just jealous. See, i've been going out with my girlfriend since the 9th grade. I'm a senior in highschool now and i'm positive guys hate me because i'm a "loser" or a "jackass". Obviously, in my eyes, i'm not...nor in her eyes at that.
Who knows though, maybe the guy is a loser.
All I know is that messing with other people's relationships is NOT cool. I wouldn't do it, and I don't recomend doing it.



I was born myself, raised myself, and will continue to be myself. The world will just have to adjust.

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