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rebelangelv Senior Member
since 2007-05-28
Posts 538usa |
ok ....so this is my first time in this kind of forum....in fact i only joined this site like yesterday.....but it seems to be exactly what i've been needing. ive been really down lately due to some things that the rules state i cannot speak about. i've tried to talk to the only friend who knows about me but she's not exactly helping right now. if anyones out there who can talk to me that would be greatly appreciated. |
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Drauntz Member Elite
since 2007-03-16
Posts 2905Los Angeles California |
some details,please! So, I'll see if am able to help. It is always better to talk about the problem than press it. |
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rebelangelv Senior Member
since 2007-05-28
Posts 538usa |
well i kinda have some family problems and like i have a lot of friends but really not any close friends. like at school im a table hopper to make it plain and simple. so i dont really have much anyone to talk to and a lot of times it just seems like no one cares and i get overwhelmed by everything being so trapped within myself. |
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Drauntz Member Elite
since 2007-03-16
Posts 2905Los Angeles California |
list them out, so you will know which one bothers you the most....see if there is a way to handle it. |
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rebelangelv Senior Member
since 2007-05-28
Posts 538usa |
well um me n my twin sister are abused by our alcholic family members for one. she's been raped and im constantly getting touched. a lot of times i just feel like i cant handle it anymore. |
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nakdthoughts Member Laureate
since 2000-10-29
Posts 19200Between the Lines |
if what you are saying is the truth then trying to find help on here is not the answer...you need to seek help in real whether it is the guidance counselor who can then get you help elsewhere or to someone you can trust. You may make friends on here to support your feelings but you need "real" help. M |
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rebelangelv Senior Member
since 2007-05-28
Posts 538usa |
well see the thing is i have gotten that help but it still hasnt stopped. i write poems and songs about this kind of pain and thats really why i got membership here. really i guess i just wanted to see if there were others out there who have the same felings as i do. |
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sandgrain Member Elite
since 1999-09-21
Posts 3662Sycamore, IL, USA |
I'm sorry you've experienced such horrors. You say you did get help and it didn't stop. In what way hasn't it stopped...the alcoholism?...the abuse?...or the constant memories of being violated? Rae |
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rebelangelv Senior Member
since 2007-05-28
Posts 538usa |
really just the alcholism and the scars left on our bodies. all the memories have affected us in different ways and i personally act different than i used to before it all started and like it's just a scary thought thinking of whats to become of me. like will the affects of these memories change who i am and my future??? will i ever be able to move on with my life and start anew??? |
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moondogz Member
since 2007-05-01
Posts 397Great White North |
I was saddened to read of your situation. No one should have to put up with what you have had to. I hope that somehow a miracle will visit you. I will say a prayer for you tonight. |
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Marge Tindal 
since 1999-11-06
Posts 42384Florida's Foreverly Shores |
RebAngel~ Check your email~ Sincerely~ ~*Marge*~ ~*The sound of a kiss is not as strong as that of a cannon, but it's echo endures much longer*~ |
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rebelangelv Senior Member
since 2007-05-28
Posts 538usa |
thanx moondogz. ur prayers r greatly needed and appreciated. im just really worried about my sister; she hardly ever talks to anyone about anything significant anymore. o n marge ill check my email okay. r u gunna send me sumthin or wut? |
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Marge Tindal
since 1999-11-06
Posts 42384Florida's Foreverly Shores |
I sent you an email ... and just sent you another one .... write me at my email address that shows on all of my posts~ *HUGLETS* ~*Marge*~ ~*The sound of a kiss is not as strong as that of a cannon, but it's echo endures much longer*~ |
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rebelangelv Senior Member
since 2007-05-28
Posts 538usa |
i havent gotten them yet.....but ill keep checking k. |
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hunnie_girl
since 2006-06-18
Posts 2567Canada |
Wow I am sorry to hear that you are having that kind of life.. if you ever need someone to talk to you can email me anytime. i'll be praying for you hunnie. |
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moondogz Member
since 2007-05-01
Posts 397Great White North |
Hey rebelangelv have u tried any 12 step forums on line....I was specifically thinking ALANON? |
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moondogz Member
since 2007-05-01
Posts 397Great White North |
rebelangelv....oops, I meant to say Alateen..same thing but for teens. Hope everything's OK. |
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