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Juju
Member Elite

since 2003-12-29

Posts 3429
In your dreams

0 posted 2006-01-22 05:04 PM

You know what, I realized something when I was talking to my friends yesterday. None of them cared what I have to say. I don't know. I feal like I am in the way with them. so I am thinking about making new friends. It sounds selfesh, but I can't allow this. I thought that telling a few of them of some of the things that has happened to me and at first they didn't look down to me, but now they speak down to me. I despise it and it makes me feal worthless.

This last semester I have been rejected enough when it came to dating. So I am going to take a break, just because Something is wrong. I need to recover and think over everything. My cofidence is at ickyness mode right now. What made people love me was my resielence. YOu know I really ache right now. They are good poeple, just they don't value me at all.

Juju - 1.) a magic charm or fetish 2.)Magic 3.)A taboo connected woth the use of magic

The dictionary never lies.... I am magical (;

LifeSinger
Junior Member

since 2006-01-15

Posts 25
Kentucky, USA

1 posted 2006-01-22 06:34 PM

Taking a break sounds like a good move on your part, take some time to figure out what to do next, and gain back your confidence. wishing u luck!
~Haley~

Huan Yi
Member Ascendant

since 2004-10-12

Posts 6688
Waukegan

2 posted 2006-01-22 08:21 PM

" . . .The truth faces me
all the time. We are in a world
in which nobody listens to anybody,
in which we do as we please
until we are stopped by others.
We live our whole lives as in a husk,
which keeps us separate from any influence.
While those who reflect the influence
of others are either idiots, or people
who never gained consciousness."

David Ignatow
"Brooding"

Juju
Member Elite

since 2003-12-29

Posts 3429
In your dreams

3 posted 2006-01-23 12:27 PM

I know John... But I am a poet and a dreamer. I want to believe that I exist in this world.

-Juju

Juju - 1.) a magic charm or fetish 2.)Magic 3.)A taboo connected woth the use of magic

The dictionary never lies.... I am magical (;

Susan Caldwell
Member Rara Avis

since 2002-12-27

Posts 8348
Florida

4 posted 2006-01-23 08:31 AM

" . . .The truth faces me
all the time. We are in a world
in which nobody listens to anybody,
in which we do as we please
until we are stopped by others.
We live our whole lives as in a husk,
which keeps us separate from any influence.
While those who reflect the influence
of others are either idiots, or people
who never gained consciousness."

David Ignatow
"Brooding"

Nobody and anybody??

I disagree with Mr. Ignatow. Maybe not everybody listens or hears me...but dang it, I know there are a few that do!

and I know I don't always hear everything...but I do listen a lot.

"too bad ignorance isn't painful"
~Unknown~

jody5
Senior Member

since 2005-12-21

Posts 876
California, U.S.A.

5 posted 2006-01-27 10:34 PM

I think your are being listened to here at pip and you have lots of huggs and care here. Tell your friends how you feel it could be your self-esteme issues are making you feel this way. Don't just drop your friends because you think you know what they are thinking. It could be they think you don't value them either.

littlewing
Member Rara Avis

since 2003-03-02

Posts 9655
New York

6 posted 2006-01-28 03:15 PM

Is ok, gave away 16 years of people who never knew a thing about me even though I was around them almost every single day.

We are all different.

Seems to me you are awakening.

That's a good thing.

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