Again

Where are you my love? Are you thinking of me today
If we were to come face to face--what would we say?
I sit here feeling and more scared than I've ever been
Searching for the words I am, to tell you how I feel, my lover and most cherished friend

Every moment that goes by, I think of your sweet beautiful face
I feel myself falling from heaven, as I cry, with no more dignity or grace
Everything about you I love, and yet I let you go
I ask myself the question why, I honestly don't know

The tears they just fall free, as this ache inside me continues on
Every song on the radio reminds me of you, every single song
Everyone tells me if it's meant to be that you'll come back to me
What if they are wrong though, and these chains never become free

I long to see you, to hold you in my arms close to my breaking heart
All I have are words now though, to stop us from being apart
Remember all we've shared, please tell me that you love me just the same
Softly I whisper your sweet beautiful name

I've been sitting here, recalling our memories to mind
I hear the ticking of the clock, and am reminded again of time
Tomorrow will be a new day, but for me it's going to be nothing new
Just another day in my life now, my life without you

To say I'm sorry doesn't begin to cover how I feel
I just want you to feel my love, hoping that it will feel
My blue eyes are full of tears once again, but I'm no longer held in fear
I just long to have you next to me, to again have your love near

Jena...
I don't normally do open public displays of affections nor do I usually pour my heart like this for all to see, not like this. But I am so lost without you. If you're reading this...PLEASE call me. I love you!