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sweet_cute_palestinian04
Member

since 2004-04-11

Posts 418
Earth

0 posted 2004-05-13 09:36 PM

THEse days of life are the worse days of my life...
I wish i was never born into this stupid life,

i HATE it so much even worse than death,
i cant live any longer with people thatnever share my breath..

they control me ,
when i cant even control myself,

i dont want to live any longer,
i hate everyone and espcially myself,

going to school coming back its all pain in one,
they never understand me or understand what im going through,

they judge me by my tears ,
they say ,you caused yourself death and so why not take one breath...

People make mistakes,and im not perfect ,you affected me with this disease .

all im asking for is please,
forget what i did and lets start new...

espcially in a young age we all love to try new things,,so im not perfect what should i do?
..

kill myself to make you love me?
maybe you would feel someting out of me... or actually feeling like missing me,,

but hey , i know i have nothing and am nothing but we all have something that makes us special dont we?

CANT you see?
if i do its all because of you,,

i cant believe you are getting rid of me..,,
im not a toy for you just to throw anywhere ..

i am a human being ,
i have a heart ,
dont you get it ,,..

I HATE MY LIFE ...

I will do anything ,not to hurt you, who ever hurts you ,is my enemy until i die...
I DONT AGREE WITH LOVE ever in my life.But dont ask me why..

[This message has been edited by sweet_cute_palestinian04 (05-13-2004 10:37 PM).]

kissa~rachelle
Senior Member

since 2003-11-27

Posts 988
nowhere special

1 posted 2004-05-13 09:43 PM

I like this.. i could feel you in this... I could feel your pain.. We all go through some thing in our lives that make us want to die, or hate our lives as much as you probably do now. From what i get from the poem anyways. It will be okay though. You will get through it. I know that i did, and still am matter of factly. If yyou ever want to talk, jsut email me. I would love to hear from you. My new email is kissa_bear04@hotmail.com if you want to..
kissa

I want a relationship i can finally sink my teeth into.~ Alexander Sterling

Greeneyes

Member Rara Avis

since 2000-09-09

Posts 9903
In Your Poetic Mind

2 posted 2004-05-13 11:27 PM

awwwww you tug my heart....you have my email if you need....the door is always open....

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calme de nuit
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