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Cherishable_Baybee Member
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Complicated Father By: Cherishable_Baybee Longing to walk away from this life The Lord has generously spared for me So sick of this life, this body, this pain The Lord spared me He just should of let me go Go with the devil I see nothing wrong with just letting me live my life If it is my time to go it is my time to go But the Lord taught otherwise He taught it isn’t my time retire It is far to early for him But who his he to tell me that He has done me no good In my eyes, I was the victim and the devil was my savor The Lord was the villain Yes, he spared me from the dark lord But what has he spared me from I want out of this life Out I say Out of this life, this body, and this world I just can’t take any more pain I’ve to been positive But the longer I continue on living More pain, more guilt, more shame He adds to life I’ve been patient for too long now The lord saved me from the devil because he has something to prove What does he have to prove? What lesson will I gain from this? This pain this never ending pain The Lord has done nothing That day was not my first encounter with the devil or the lord Their been many occasions But the Mighty Lord has spared from them. Times and time again Maybe It a sign A sign that the lord should release my poor broken sprit From the wicked earth I’ve been good to the Lord Praying every night Turning away from sin He said, “The meek will inherit the earth” They shall be entitled peace and harmony For all the suffering they endured They are blinded by God misuse of words For shall only inherit more pain More sufferings For the Lord only wants to see them morn See them in pain I say the Lord has shown me nothing I had been waiting for the lord to restore peace to my life But all he does is add more pain Every since that day My whole life has changed I don’t know who the villain is anymore All I know is that I am really to surrender From this world, this cursed life I lead I do know who I really am anymore And for that matter I blame no one. |
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