God. I love my country, my family, and my friends, but I choose to love him who gives that love and that meaning first. I don't worship idols. Without Him, it all becomes meaningless anyway. And yes, whether or not I'm martyred, I will die one day anyway. Like Mel Gibson said in "Braveheart", we all end up dead. Or like the martyred missionary Jim Eliot said: "He is no fool who gives what he cannot keep to gain what he cannot lose."