To understand how I feel
We must go back to days of the past
When we were friends, nothing more
No problems in life, just having a blast

Never did I think what we have could exist
A friend who will always be there for me
That is how I see it, am I right?
Hopefully without hesitation you'll agree

Took me awhile but I figured it out
I had the wrong girl in my romantic eye
Realizing you are the one I desire
Now unable to be with you makes me cry

My tears are not filled with bitterness
If your happy, then i'm happy for you
You deserve everything you want in life
My love for you is one you never knew

A lack of confidence let me down again
My feelings so strong yet I can't explain
Didn't want to risk ruining our friendship
Turns out I now suffer alone in pain

I know I can't fix what is done
That doesn't mean I don't have regrets
Would give it all up to start over
The love I have for you I'll never forget

We're apart now, I'm not done trying
Struggling as I hold on to any sign of hope
Unaware of what the future will bring
If I were to lose you, don't think i could cope

Feeling lonely while dreaming of you
Wanting more than to be your friend
You are all that I need in life
My love for you has no end


I know i just posted earlier today, and i'm sorry for posting again, but this subject has put a lot on my mind, had to write and had to share.