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Kellie_Cantrell
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0 posted 2003-07-19 05:50 PM


I have replied to the email from Kit and on the grounds of the fact that nobody believes me, I feel that I no longer am comfortable posting my poetry here. As I was not involved with the conversation and neither was my mother I am at a loss as to what happened.

I'm sorry it has to end this way. I love passions with all my heart but you believe other wise and your minds are made up. There is nothing I can do now but say goodbye. Sometimes the world is injust.

Good Bye
Kellie

[This message has been edited by Kellie_Cantrell (07-19-2003 05:51 PM).]

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Midnitesun
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1 posted 2003-07-19 06:08 PM


I don't think you should leave, but I do think you might want to find out who did this deed? I'm just really glad it wasn't for real, as I was devastated to read that post last night.
Hugs to you, Kacy

Local Parasite
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2 posted 2003-07-19 06:10 PM


I think the way some people seem to be treating you is both unfair and inconsiderate.  I don't blame you for wanting to leave, but I wish you wouldn't... stay with us, Kellie...
CwboyAtHeart
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3 posted 2003-07-19 06:19 PM


Kellie, if leaving really is the decision you decide to make, you will be missed.  Unfair assumptions have been made about this situation as it is hard for everybody to understand right now.  I hope you will at least wait until things have been cleared up a bit around here to make such a drastic decision.  

      - Cody -

Note To Self:  If Pigs Can Fly, So Can I!!!

If someboy laughs at me, does that make me funny or just plain stupid?  

Poet deVine
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4 posted 2003-07-19 06:29 PM


Whose minds are made up? Have you talked to all of us yet?
Local Rebel
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5 posted 2003-07-19 06:41 PM


I haven't made up my mind or my bed today.  

gotta get back to my brake job though

CwboyAtHeart
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6 posted 2003-07-19 06:42 PM


Kellie, I really think you should stick it out for a bit until this mess gets figured out, I think everybody is a little bit confused right now...  We all love you around here, and you would be missed greatly.


      - Cody -

Note To Self:  If Pigs Can Fly, So Can I!!!

If someboy laughs at me, does that make me funny or just plain stupid?  



[This message has been edited by CwboyAtHeart (07-19-2003 08:20 PM).]

Wind
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7 posted 2003-07-19 06:42 PM


look honey, I'm sorry. I don't think you should be blamed for anything that is happening and I agree with LP. If it were me, I'd leave too. I'll miss you so much. I wish this wouldn't happen.

On the other  hand, look how many people cared for you when they thought you were hurt. All of those people care about you, you shouldn't just give up.

my two cents, but that's all it is. This probably won't change your mind.

nakdthoughts
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Between the Lines
8 posted 2003-07-19 06:44 PM


Kellie, I sent you an email that I hope you will take the time to read.

Just remember this, if we didn't care so much for you, we wouldn't have been upset.

M


Kellie_Cantrell
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9 posted 2003-07-19 06:50 PM


I realise that all these people care and that is what hurts me so much, my heart is broken.

Cody- Thanks for posting that last message I wrote about Kit.

I love everyone of you on passions. I just hope everything turns out alright. God I hope Larry is okay and is told the honest truth and not some irrational conclusion.

                   Love,
             xXx~*KELLIE*~xXx
*My poetry website
http://www.freewebs.com/poettree/

Wind
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10 posted 2003-07-19 06:58 PM


if you don't want it to happen, don't leave. Make peace with kit, or feel guilty a while..it happens. But you're hurting people just as bad by leaving as you are by staying.

not the best grammer but it'll do. I'm not being sugary, I'm telling the truth. You've been here so long, and I hate it when anyone leaves. This whole thing is horrible. I'm on your side.

Midnitesun
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11 posted 2003-07-19 08:47 PM


hey Reb, I NEVER make my bed
LOL
as for my mind
I don't know where it is half the time anyway


Kellie? stick around, and keep us posted as to how this thing unravels, OK?

Kellie_Cantrell
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12 posted 2003-07-19 08:50 PM


Midnitesun- I guess I'll stick around.

                   Love,
             xXx~*KELLIE*~xXx
*My poetry website
http://www.freewebs.com/poettree/

Ron
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13 posted 2003-07-20 12:06 PM


I think the hardest thing I've ever done in my life was to take my little girl to the doctor and hold her while he poked a needle in her butt. The second hardest thing, just a few years later, was when I had to discipline my eager little toddler for doing exactly the kinds of things all little kids will inevitably do. My children taught me how incredibly easy it is to love someone. They also taught me how incredibly difficult and painful it can be to always do what you think is best for them.

Learning to take responsibility for your own actions is an important part of growing up. We all make mistakes, we all occasionally do very stupid things. I can accept that, even forgive it. But I will not accept, nor will I risk sending the message, that lying is a valid way to handle those mistakes. It would be easier to remain quiet, to not make waves, to not ask questions, but easy isn't always best.

I wish I could be as convinced as everyone else seems to be that Kellie is blameless in all of this. I wish I could believe that her only sin was being incredibly careless with her passwords.

On 7/17/2002, someone posing as Kellie's mom posted using Kellie's account ("She doesn't log out of her account. Something maybe she soon will learn."), cryptically requesting information on Kellie's whereabouts. The obvious inference was that our young poet was missing and quite a few people were frantic for half a day. The mother never responded to questions or posted again. Then, the next day, Kellie started posting again, just as if nothing had ever happened. Only now, a year later, does Kellie admit that she was impersonating her mother.

Frankly, when someone blatantly lies to me once and then nearly the same exact situation happens again, I have to be a little suspicious. And when unexplained deceptions continue to accumulate, my suspicions can only grow.

Kellie, perhaps you can explain why post #6 in this thread, seemingly made by Cody, was entered from your computer? Cody, I wouldn't mind hearing your explanation, too. Mistakes can be forgiven. But, lies and deceit have no place among friends.

Larry C
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14 posted 2003-07-20 09:57 PM


Hmmm...

If tears could build a stairway and memories a lane, I'd walk right up to heaven and bring you home again.

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