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blondegirl10101
Junior Member

since 2000-09-19

Posts 16

0 posted 2003-04-27 10:38 AM

It is at times like these that you realize who your friends are or who they may not be. I sit here crying missing you, but there is no one to talk to or comfort me. suicidal thoughts have been rappidly dancing through my head. I would not be so all alone if i were dead.

It was you who had made all of my days soo nice and bright, it was you who made me happy and kept me company every night. I miss your smile and your crazy happy go lucky ways. I could go on and on about what i love about you but it would take months weeks and days.

It has been five days since i have seen your face. But in my mind the picture can not be erased. the words that i spoke were so cruel and harsh i did not mean to hurt you. I think i broke your heart. As is yours so is mine. I do not know what came over me that made me cross that line.

I can not eat, i can not sleep, i can not live my life happily all i can do is cry. When you drove away you took a part of me with you and with you it will stay. Now there is just a girl with a world full of hurt, my hopes and dreams have become nothing more than dirt.

I tried to cheer myself up by going shopping, i bought some diamonds but they do not sparkle like your eyes. i would give my all just to be by your side. It has been five days.

Brad Majors

Member Elite

since 2001-04-03

Posts 2647
Georgia

1 posted 2003-05-15 12:40 PM

nice

JamesMichael
Member Empyrean

since 1999-11-16

Posts 33336
Kapolei, Hawaii, USA

2 posted 2003-05-16 06:14 PM

Its been a couple of weeks now...any good news...James

qtpieelmo
Senior Member

since 2000-07-04

Posts 989
Sesame Street :) hee hee ,NY

3 posted 2003-05-18 10:11 AM

WoW, now I'm scared, it's like ur inside my head--except its been 3 months for me

Loved ur words, the way u express this is great!!

ELMO

"No man is EVER worth my tears, and the one who is, will never make me cry!"

MellonCollie
Member

since 2003-04-11

Posts 117
Austria,Europe

4 posted 2003-05-19 01:52 PM

that was really great...guess i know these feelings, although i'm male

how will i laugh tomorrow
when i can't even smile today

Ceinwyn
Member Elite

since 2000-07-09

Posts 2175
VA

5 posted 2003-05-25 01:39 PM

you expressed yourself wonderfully..I'm with elmo as well..but it seems like it's been an ongoing thing with me for my whole life...off an on tho..damn depression *sigh*

If at first you don't succeed destroy all the evidence that you tried.

BrokenDreams
Member

since 2003-02-09

Posts 425
In The Clouds

6 posted 2003-05-25 10:18 PM

That would be my life in a nutshell...seems like its been like that forever tho...well, at least a year. I liked the part about suicidal thoughts "rappidly dancing through my head" It made me laugh, even though it's definetly not a laughing matter. Maybe because that's how it really is, I don't know. Yeah anyway enough of my rambling.
Jen

Every oak tree started out as a couple of nuts who stood their
ground. --Anonymous

Kellie_Cantrell
Senior Member

since 2002-05-22

Posts 1667
New York

7 posted 2003-06-21 12:10 PM

Nice little poem about hardships of life

Love,
xXx~*KELLIE*~xXx
*My poetry website
http://www.freewebs.com/poettree/

click1
Member

since 2003-03-25

Posts 152
usa

8 posted 2003-06-23 09:20 PM

My eyes are not dry...So hard to type..thank you for being honest.."love hurts"

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