Death is such an ominous word
Whisper it under your breath, wouldn't want it to be heard.
Every time I feel close to you, my fear of death gets in the way.
Trying to beat the inevitable; death will take you one day.
A blackened world without you here.
Promise you will always stay near.
Maybe if I hold you tight enough, death won't want you bad enough...
ANd we can hug until the end.
I couldn't live without my best friend.
If I tell you this it will bring us closer.
And make the process so much grosser.
No one knows that it's my fear.
How it makes me feel sick and queer.
When you go I'll come too.
I always want to be right beside you.
I want God to take me first.
But losing a child would be much worse.
I love you so much that word cannot explain..
Maybe if you were a bad mother, that would ease the pain.
I can't breathe when I think of this.
Come and give me a goodnight kiss.
I'll never tel you about my fear.
I just love you too much Mommy Dear.
[This message has been edited by teeny_greeny (edited 03-07-2000).]