los banos, ca,
if you had never touched me,
where would i be now?
lost inside a silence,
still missing you somehow?
if you had never kissed me,
where would my dreams take me?
to a self concious interlude,
as to what love should be?
if you had never held me,
how exactley would the solitude feel?
like a distant breath of sunshine,
that could never possibly be real?
if you had never hurt me,
would i be strong enough to survive?
to life through all the mistakes,
and know its still okay to cry?
if you had never said "im sorry,"
where would my days be spent,
missing everything about you,
still cherishing your absence?
if you had never loved me,
would shadows overtake my heart?
left broken beneath my misconceptions,
that we would never fall apart?
if i had never let you in,
how could i forgive myself?
because your everything ill ever need,
the strongest love ive ever felt.
if i had never given all my soul,
would you have taken yours from view?
asking no more what you had,
promising to forever love you.
if we had never came to be,
what kind of life would we be living?
you are my heart, my soul, my world,
and everything is worth giving.
if destiny hadnt played its part,
bringing our love together,
i would never felt the embrace of a man,
that will always be ~my forever~