I didn't mean to say that. It just - came out. It hurt you. I know I hurt you. Even though you laughed and kept right on talking, as if it didn't matter, as if it didn't hurt. But I know it did --I know it did. I saw the pain in your eyes. I didn't mean to say it, but I did. I just.......did. And I'm sorry-- really sorry, because I love you, you are my friend!!