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Ketooaina
Junior Member

since 2007-04-20

Posts 37
Nucla, Colorado

0 posted 2012-03-09 04:15 AM

Dear My Love,
I find myself at a crossroads. I am torn between you and the one I married. I love you both with such intensity that it terrifies me to death. Neither of you have more of my heart than the other. It is split evenly between you.
And now I have discovered that after all this time you have always loved me; that, in a way, you even want me as part of your life. I am confused with all of this. I don’t know how to feel. Please help me to understand. Help me with this decision.
I want you. In every way possible, I want you. But to have that it would mean hurting the one I have married and the two him and I have sired. It’s forbidden to us…this attraction. But that’s what makes it even more tempting. I am half tempted to throw caution to the wind and say Go for It! But at the same time I am afraid of what might happen if I do.
It’s just that….you have the ability to make me forget any troubles I may have. You are able to take me high in the clouds and elate me so that I never want to come down. At these times, I just want to die in the dream…I want to be far, far away from reality. And it’s like this with every look, every word, every move you make, but most of all with every touch. I melt every time you touch me. You turn me on like no one else can, not even him. My attraction to you is far greater than it has ever been to any other. I know that it shouldn’t be that way, but I can’t fight it. Believe me I have tried.
I have tried to not love you like I do. I have tried to block out and shut down my feelings, but since that incredible dream I had about us, I haven’t been able to control my feelings. And in a way I feel guilty, for it isn’t fair to him or my sons that I feel this way.
What am I to do? I can’t follow my heart because I can’t split in two. I can’t follow my mind because it can be irrational. I don’t know if I should follow my gut because I have been misled by it before. Oh I don’t know what to do!!!!!
My feelings for you, I guess, are all that matters in the end.

I love you so much!
With love,
Your Sweet Darling

voice2bheard
Senior Member

since 2007-10-19

Posts 591
New York

1 posted 2012-03-11 12:52 PM

You might want to try writing your poems a bit so there easier to read! aka in lines!! I've done it before myself when I 1st started but learned it works much better when spaced and lined!

Kate

JamesMichael
Member Empyrean

since 1999-11-16

Posts 33336
Kapolei, Hawaii, USA

2 posted 2012-03-19 07:14 PM

I like to think when you love someone you miss then when they are apart from you and when you are together you want to hold them and kiss them and share your life with them...to me that is the love that two can share...James

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