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themute
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since 2006-05-08
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Maryland

0 posted 2006-09-04 12:31 PM


You, want a special man to hold you
To put his fingers twixt all yours
Your tiny special fingers that are not mine
To caress so lightly, nor to hold with love

We, not one you’re not mine
And I am still not yours
We’re gonna have to know what limit
And what length to show affection
Before our affections turn to love

But never ever label the secret
Attraction that we carry like a case
Don’t ever tell a friend what you did with me
Because I don’t love you  
My eyes and ears tell me too
That I’ll never fall for love in you

Dear, I wanted physical skin
I wanted physical breast
I wanted physical kiss
I wanted physical love
Dear, let that be what you want
Dear, let it be what you want
Dear, I still don’t really love you

We were sweaty on the couch
Touching each other underneath the covers
Where my front to your back
And my front to your front
Where my hands were all along you
Where they searched and were hungry
And they found nothing but your chest
How sad my mouth weren’t there  

Watching a movie my eyes lost the screen
Your tong your mouth your teeth
Pushing hard against my lips and it
Hurts and its annoying, bad kisser little
Baby, never had a good man to tell you
I’ll let you know each time you do it
Don’t label this, my teachings as a teacher
I’m helping cus I wanna make you
Someone good for someone else


So let us walk the infinite paths as pilgrims, not as lovers  
Just let my affection be what it is
And tell no one we’re together
To make you believe it further and drama
That’s all that fallahs words of love
Please don’t depend on me for your
Happy days you’d spend without knowing
Please babe just let what you feel be nothing
I don’t want you too think you do
I don’t love you the way I know I can



I am the two-toed wanderer

© Copyright 2006 Matthew Patrick Holbert - All Rights Reserved
seraphin
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since 2000-09-24
Posts 1004
Michigan
1 posted 2006-09-04 03:35 PM


"So let us walk the infinite paths as pilgrims, not as lovers  "

This line alone pains my heart. There is so much yet to know, for you, and I do pray, for myself. We are always pilgrims, the trick I think is to not become "settlers".

aziza
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since 2006-07-09
Posts 2995
Lumpy Oatmeal makes me Crazy!
2 posted 2006-09-04 04:25 PM


I wish I had read this years ago.  You have written a poem that I think all women should read.  You taught me a lot in your words -- and the lesson is wonderful.  

Thank you.
aziza

Ceinwyn
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since 2000-07-09
Posts 2175
VA
3 posted 2006-09-04 04:35 PM


sometimes when one gives in it's hard to not want more...it's a hard lesson to learn...somethings aren't meant to be labeled...I do the above things when I am in love..sometimes I find it hard to seperate the two...but I've learned not to confuse them both anymore...only ends in heartache

If at first you don't succeed destroy all the evidence that you tried.

JamesMichael
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since 1999-11-16
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Kapolei, Hawaii, USA
4 posted 2006-09-04 07:33 PM


Isn't it a waste of time after you determine you don't love someone...James
themute
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since 2006-05-08
Posts 469
Maryland
5 posted 2006-09-04 08:57 PM


only when your a cold son batch

I am the two-toed wanderer

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