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Sweetest Sorrow X
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From a cradle to a casket

0 posted 2004-08-01 05:47 PM



Right now I cannot think
my mind is full of fears
where are you?
Are you okay?
I just want you here
safe with me
to hold me
and never let go

my nose is all stuffed up
from crying all those tears
Do you remember I'm still here?
Do you love me?
Or miss me at all?
I cannot help but wonder
how long your feelings will last
or if you've found another girl

My finger tips are all bloody
I have an impulse to always bite my nails
it's a nervous habit I get
when I have nothing do but hurt
and that is all I do
when I am not doing something
involving you

usually by now I would be thinking of you
but its hard to face my fears
I don't want to lose you
I keep crying every night
you are just out of my reach
and im keep fighting
the good fight
there is no temptation
that could separate me and you
the only thing between us is silence
and lost words

I miss you
and long for you
but I don't know how you feel
we never talk
you don't write me anymore
what happened?
You used to be so full of love
where has it all gone?
Has your feelings changed for me?
If they have please let me know
but hear this now
and never let it go:

I will love you forever
past the day I die
you can hate me all you want
erase me from your mind
fall away in the distance
or even love another
but you will always have my heart
nothing will change that
not my fears
or my crying
or these stupid bloody fingers

no all these things just spell your name
spell my urges
spell my love

I miss you
come home.

The plaster dented from you fist..In the hall where you had your first kiss..Reminds you that the memorys wont fade

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*Alli4000*
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1 posted 2004-08-02 08:45 PM


omg...i am going through this right now.

I am in this long distance relationship w/ this guy and we have been going out a loong time.  Anyways, we haven't talked in awhile and I just want to know whether or not he has found some other girl to be with and if his feelings towards me have changed.

You definatly summed everything up that I feel.  Is it alright for me to put this in my library?

~Alli~

I always knew looking back on the tears would make me laugh, but I never knew looking back on the laughter would make me cry.

Sweetest Sorrow X
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From a cradle to a casket
2 posted 2004-08-03 06:43 PM


Of Course
Thanks
<3
Persephone

The plaster dented from you fist..In the hall where you had your first kiss..Reminds you that the memorys wont fade

*Alli4000*
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3 posted 2004-08-31 08:37 PM


I was just going through my library, and relized that I never saved this...whoops...

~Alli~

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