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nakdthoughts
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since 2000-10-29

Posts 19200
Between the Lines

0 posted 2003-01-04 04:30 PM

Too Great A Price

Tonight I no longer justify my existence,
here, where there is nothing but memories to
assault my every whereabouts.
Each room relays a message of ruin,
thoughts of hopelessness, and an unanswerable question
for each movement I make.

Tonight I have decided upon many things,
those that have been calendered,
but never defined and dated until now.
I have lost much, nothing monetary
but of a value that cannot be determined
by anyone but myself.

I have paid a price that I can no longer afford.
I have gone into debt, placed myself in a position
I don't wish to be in anymore.
It will be an uphill climb, and
I have made some progress already
in learning who I really am and
what I will tolerate and the needs
that I must meet, to be able to set my goals
and have my own order in life.

Sometimes you have to give up something precious,
to gain in this life, and if that is the answer
then that is the direction I must go.
If you see me begin to falter, send a smile my way
to lift me up, for with friendships I shall never fail again.

M

"Love is not blind - It sees more and not less, but because it sees more, it is willing to see less."
(Will Moss)

GG
Member Elite

since 2002-12-03

Posts 3532
Lost in thought

1 posted 2003-01-04 06:33 PM

Looks to me like you had a night of a lot of thought and reflection

which I'd definitely classify as good to have on occasion.
And you hit the mark there at the end relationships are important, friends mean so much. May you always have a shoulder to lean on!
I liked this, was a thinker for me, made me reflect a bit too.

Always, Alyssa

- And so it was that time stood still -
(blink, breathe, stand, fight)

nakdthoughts
Member Laureate

since 2000-10-29

Posts 19200
Between the Lines

2 posted 2003-01-04 06:33 PM

I should never post when feeling so emotional
forgive me this mistake
M

GG
Member Elite

since 2002-12-03

Posts 3532
Lost in thought

3 posted 2003-01-04 06:39 PM

don't be sorry ...
*hugs* to you
I hope you are feeling better soon.

- And so it was that time stood still -
(blink, breathe, stand, fight)

[This message has been edited by GG (01-04-2003 06:39 PM).]

gemjop
Member Elite

since 2002-11-18

Posts 2587
Pencilveinia, USA

4 posted 2003-01-04 06:44 PM

i'm sure there'll be a light at the end of this tunnel soon.

a moving write.
lots of love gemma xxxxxxx

learning each day, for you and i, our paths have met, i've already learnt that you are love.

[This message has been edited by gemjop (01-04-2003 06:46 PM).]

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