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SmartChick
Member Rara Avis

since 2001-09-23

Posts 7081
On A Journey To The Unknown

0 posted 2002-09-04 09:59 PM

I Sit Here Wondering
~By Sue~

I try to erase all of the memories
Of when you and I first met
To ease the pain I feel inside
But, it is not that easy to forget

Those times you held me in your arms
So tight, I could hardly even breath
I never thought it would end
Your love was always so sweet

I could not have loved anyone more
Than I had been loving you
To be held by you in a loving way
Was all I ever wanted you to do

It was like with an old pair of shoes
You just did not have any use for
Your love for me just seemed to change
You did not seem to love me like before

I sit here wondering what I could have done
To make you want to stay
And to bring back the love you once gave
Instead throwing all these years away

But, since you have been gone
That day you just up and walked out on me
I have come to accept you not being here
Because nothing will be like it use to be

9-4-02

WhiteRose
Member Elite

since 2002-07-23

Posts 3208
somebody's dungeon

1 posted 2002-09-04 10:04 PM

Oh Sue, my heart goes out to you. There is absolutely nothing you could have done differently. You are who you are and that is a warm and loving woman. Please don't question yourself in this way. I've done it. I've been there and I had to come to the conclusion through many tears and "wonderings" of my own that we could do nothing more or less than what we did. A heartfelt write. *HuGs*

The White Rose~
A simple expression
of classic beauty.

Mistletoe Angel

Member Empyrean

since 2000-12-17

Posts 32816
Portland, Oregon

2 posted 2002-09-04 10:09 PM

(big hugggssssss) Yes, nothing will be like it used to be, it will be much better I know and you will finally find all you deserve to have and be happy! (sigh) God Bless You, sweet friend, we all love you so much! You have such a beautiful heart, sweet Sue, thank you for sharing!

May love and light always shine upon you!

Love,
Noah Eaton

"Underneath your clothes there's an endless story..."

Shakira

NewEnglandlazurlu
Member Rara Avis

since 2002-01-04

Posts 7470
A Mountain Paradise

3 posted 2002-09-04 10:11 PM

Sue, you're right, nothing will be like it used to be. Girl, it's gonna be great from here on....

Hugs, Marti

"Even if life is full of thorns,
I still embrace it, for I know
that in between those thorns,
there is a rose worth all the pain."

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