I never wanted to realize it could be
Months have gone by and I denied it
Still I have always knew it would one day be
Just not this soon
The lights I found to guide my charter through life
… gone …
Their oils have ran thin and wicks short
Now fate deals me a new test
“So tell me, are you ready” it asks
Ready! Ready for what!?
“To return … to return to the darkness,” he said.
After that I sat down for awhile,
I sat and listened to the silence
Again fate talks to me, “Why don’t you answer”
Then I think to myself, I may still find new lights to guide
Yet why … why should I look
What is to keep anything I may find from leaving
“Are you ready, can you handle it” he asks
At this point the only thing I can think is
Why can’t Fate find someone else to pick on
Now what helped contain my sanity is gone
Again fate asks, “are you ready, or are you afraid to find out”
And finally to him I reply
Am I ready Fate, I can not answer that
I suppose yes though, it’s time to go back
So now I will stand up and walk back
Back into my world of darkness
To where that goes, only fate knows
And to that my friends, Fate smiled