i love you for so many reasons,
i hate you for so many more.
when anyone came to my house
i hoped it was you who would walk through the door.
but i've learned to stop hoping,
for it would never be true
i've had to make myself realize
that i'm not the one for you.
and this kills me inside,
for reasons you may never know,
but the pain will always be there,
tho i refuse to show.
the pain is drowning me slowly,
although you many never see.
but in my heart,
i still believe.
that you're the one for me.