The Silent Pain of Aloness

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Misty
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since 1999-08-01

Posts 121
USA

0 posted 1999-10-04 06:30 PM

Locked up in my shadowy room.
Lying in the silence of darkness,
on a warm summer's night.
Feeling the cold chills of loneliness
run up my spine.
My heart aches with pain of aloness.
The tears of rejection slowly run down my checks.
While thinking of how it feels to be pushed aside.
Feeling afraid to talk my mind,
because someone might be listening,
and be critical with reject.
As I lye I think of what it would be like,
to be like for who I am.
But knowing I never will,
because of the fact that no one cares to know me.
Having all these feelings locked away,
because their's no one to tell them to.
Feeling like exploding,
but all I can do is scream the tears out,
and cry myself to sleep.
With only the warmth of the sheets.
Never knowing any other warmth.
Just a cold shoulder,
and being brushed away.

©Misty

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Star Fairy 2
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since 1999-09-06

Posts 260
cerritos, california, usa

1 posted 1999-10-04 06:52 PM

hang in there babe...
i been there...
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kari
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since 1999-10-03

Posts 104
Hyde Park, Ut, USA

2 posted 1999-10-04 07:40 PM

wow. i could totally feel the emotion it your poem. i think we all get tired of those nights where we just cry ourselves to sleep til the tears don't work anymore. thanks

Misty
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since 1999-08-01

Posts 121
USA

3 posted 1999-10-16 11:47 PM

Thanks for replying! I hate these nights, they have been alot latley!

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©Misty
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Alwye

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since 1999-06-16

Posts 3850
In the space between moments

4 posted 1999-10-16 11:51 PM

I've had some of those lately myself..hang in there Misty, things will get better..I do know how painful it is though...you expressed your pain extremely well.

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*Krista Knutson*

Wise is he who faces the frailty of man with the strength of an understanding heart. -- Daniel L. Miller

Misty
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since 1999-08-01

Posts 121
USA

5 posted 1999-10-19 08:13 PM

Thanks for caring guys! but tell me if the poems ok!

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©Misty
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"You died a failure because you never tried!"

starboards
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since 1999-10-14

Posts 467
longwood, florida

6 posted 1999-10-21 11:01 PM

is the poem okay?? what kind of question is that??? OF COURSE IT's OKAY!!! i loved it! remember...somebody, somewhere always cares about you...no matter what...please remember this...

starboards

angel1004
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since 1999-10-24

Posts 8
madison,tn usa

7 posted 1999-10-26 06:13 PM

just like starboard said i love the poem.
it reflects how a lot of people feel.
i've felt that way alot. keep it up!

ANON
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since 1999-08-18

Posts 30
NZ

8 posted 1999-10-26 11:14 PM

Cheer up misty, your poem was really beautiful and u told it with emotion,
kepp it up, i was like you, but now, i found someone who would dry my tears, and make me feel complete,
you will too
good work.

Misty
Member

since 1999-08-01

Posts 121
USA

9 posted 1999-11-04 10:29 PM

Thanks for the replies,
I've just lost all my friends, well maybe not lost but it feels that way! Thanks it's like all of you that read and reply care about how I feel and I can express myself and you listen thanks!

Misty
Member

since 1999-08-01

Posts 121
USA

10 posted 1999-11-15 07:59 PM

Alwye, starboards, ANON, and star fary 2, Thanks for caring! Im alot better now!

Blue Eyed Wanderer
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since 1999-09-26

Posts 84
Rhode Island, US

11 posted 1999-11-16 04:11 PM

I've cried myself to sleep every night for seven years, so I think its safe to say that I think I know where you're coming from. Things do get better, you just gotta remember that. Hang in there girl!
~Jess~

Litzie
Junior Member

since 1999-11-14

Posts 12

12 posted 1999-11-16 04:24 PM

your poem really touched me...I totally know how you feel, but I dont think I could put it that well...Great Job!!

Misty
Member

since 1999-08-01

Posts 121
USA

13 posted 1999-11-24 06:56 PM

Thanks!

Krut
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since 1999-11-26

Posts 27
Adams, Wi U.S.A

14 posted 1999-11-26 03:16 PM

awesome misty..that was so cool...i hope ure okay...u totally wrote how i think everyone feels...ure poems and being alone and everything can only make u stronger...hang in there and just be yourself...

melissaramsour
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since 1999-11-25

Posts 16
Aurora, NE

15 posted 1999-11-26 08:28 PM

Wow! This poem is beautiful! Your emotion just drips with each word. My favorite lines were: "My heart aches with pain of aloness. The tears of rejection slowly run down my checks." It is a powerful poem!
I hope you have someone that you are able to talk to about your feelings, because if you don't, the world is an awful lonely place! But I can tell you are dealing with your emotions because you are writing poetry. That says a lot! And I know things will get better! Just have faith!
Thanks for sharing your poem!

Melissa

Misty
Member

since 1999-08-01

Posts 121
USA

16 posted 1999-12-04 02:16 PM

Thank you so much for your replies it means alot!

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