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A possible future
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A possible future |
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stormdancer Junior Member
since 2007-05-10
Posts 31state of confustion |
“Hey, are you okay?” I turned my face away and sighed. “How many times have you asked me that today?” What was I going to say, that I wanted to die? When would these people learn? I was never okay. I was walking numb. Every moment I wished I could cut, and I hated your concern. Even now I was digging my fingernail into my thumb. “I’m fine, really.” I lied. I was tired of living, I was bleeding inside. Depression was so unforgiving. Yet I tossed out a smile. You believed what you wanted to I’ve fooled you for a while. You chose to ignore, cause you didn't know what to do. Now I lie here lifeless, crying in life, fearful in death's travels my many daydreams of suicide now a success my hundreds of scars exposed, as the story unravels. Spinning reality in your head, reeling from the impact from a possible future the dream was sent warning you, warning you, it's time to act before a possible future becomes present |
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hunnie_girl
since 2006-06-18
Posts 2567Canada |
Wow been there before, I know what it feels like faking a smile and the people just believing you even though you really don't want them to... I guess it's just hard for them to understand what it's like. Hope you feel better but if you ever need to talk feel free to email me. Great poem  hunnie. ~fool me once shame on you, fool me twice shame on me~ |
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