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Sunshine
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0 posted 2006-11-25 06:55 PM




How I Know Him…

This tow-headed child ~
my best childhood friend,
my worst childhood adversary…

    


He should have been the elder,
you know,
I always wanted a big brother
to bring home the good looking boys…

but fate is funny
subscribing that I be elder
he, taller…forever younger…

but he grew tall enough
to carry the train of my goodbye
he didn’t even cry…

    


remembering, my first time home to visit
after secession,
as an adult-child,
when he, the graduate,
stood
up,
from the common kitchen gathering table,
never seeming to stop…his head surely
would hit the ceiling,
so tall, so tall…

~*~

he tried to deny
his dreams

but they would not deny him…

    


no cowboy, he, though played at it, for a while,
to make dad smile,

he had to find his way
to find his way

to find his voice…

he shared once that mother comes to him, her fingers
curling
in his music
just as dad comes to me, whispering to me
my writings

I am acquainted with the feel…

~*~

misunderstandings kept distance between us
for a time,
but now,
our later years
appreciation of all deeper losses
brought us together again

then in fingering memories
we drew our composure again
my brother and his music
fits his sister’s reveries…

    


in his deep belly chuckle
I hear my brother
with new tender heartstrings
knowing he was never
gone from me…

not when I hold our tracings within…


~*~

©Karilea Rilling Jungel
10 August 2002

Reposted 11/25/06

For my brother, Robert,
in memory
on his birthday,
and as a Christmas reminder
to love well.




© Copyright 2006 Karilea Rilling Jungel - All Rights Reserved
JamesMichael
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1 posted 2006-11-25 07:41 PM


You share precious memories...James
Martie
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2 posted 2006-11-25 07:42 PM


Sissie....How tenderly you touch him...I'm sure he feels it.  
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3 posted 2006-11-25 07:48 PM



Gentle Spirit
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4 posted 2006-11-25 07:51 PM


You honor him with your love, and I am glad that we too, were allowed to share him if even for a brief time.  His memory lives on Karilea.  

This tugs..

heart hugs....  

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5 posted 2006-11-25 09:08 PM


We were fortunate indeed to have him here
at Passions, if for only a short while.
Heart hugs dear lady~

Autumn, the year's last loveliest smile~
                                    

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6 posted 2006-11-26 12:22 PM


Sunshine, this is so beautiful and touching. It pulled at my heart strings.
                        Mary

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7 posted 2006-11-26 01:13 PM


This is one I shall never tire of.  Thanks
dear lady for a share of you and of Robert
as well.

Kethry
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8 posted 2006-11-26 03:49 PM


Memorable tribute...but how could it be otherwise?

Heart hugs lady
Kethry

a good commitee can decimate communication.

Honeybunch
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9 posted 2006-11-26 05:13 PM


A most touching write, Karilea.  Thank you for sharing.
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10 posted 2006-11-27 09:21 AM


Wonderfully done...

The Lady
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11 posted 2006-11-27 04:33 PM



oh Karilea
oh...


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12 posted 2006-11-28 01:51 PM


oh this is beautiful, what a picture of love, family and all its in intricacies
oh this is beautiful

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13 posted 2006-12-01 01:04 PM


What a beautiful write of love this is!!
iliana
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14 posted 2006-12-02 05:16 AM


Oh, Karilea, this is so precious and I feel the love so strongly that tears well up.  Yes, I think he is still very near you.  Thanks for sharing, SIL.   ....jo
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