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Open Poetry #39

disguised as an Angel

Skil213
New Member

since 2006-01-13

Posts 5

0 posted 2006-10-16 01:55 AM

For a long time you had me fooled,
The Fierce fire that was you has left my heart torn and tattered and the ashes have long been cooled,
I fell in love with a classical beauty who was sweet and caring and most of all devoted to me likewise, but little did I know you could take it all away on any given sunrise,
and the crumbling started
my brain did not trust you like my heart did,
then came the first tremors,
new people and new friends had made me more nervous then I could remember,
You demanded the trust that I honestly didn't know I could give you,
but at this point I really did need you,
from new friends to best friends came so quickly,
I grew more skeptical but kept it to myself till I could not hold it anymore all the emotions just hit me,
we departed and I thought that was the end , but the person I thought you were had taken my heart and your new crush had just began,
I was strong minded and could've tried just to rebuild,
I should’ve known you’d come in for the kill
but then you came back and my feelings are one thing i can not ignore,
and then the angel who had swept down and found a space to linger within had made a triumphant return and swept me right off the floor,
second time around was going so well,
I couldn't even explain on paper how I really felt,
then came the quake,
the angel I loved was starting to disappear, I tried so hard and then was set in the fear,
new people and new friends I’ve seen this before
but now there is not just one there is plenty more,
again you demand trust and for the first time you actually broke it,
first a lie and then a secret date, my heart was smokin’,
quickly after your decision was made, but you strung me along and greatened the pain,
again you demand trust because "i'm the one you love",
I found the edge all i needed was a shove,
and then came the after shock,
after it was ended I stayed in my room with my doors tightly locked,
at first numb then the pain had kicked in more intense,
I did not leave my room till it all started to make sense,
I found out that you took advantage of the person I was so you could feel like a queen,
and the angel I feel in love with was no longer to be seen,
and then you want your best friend back,
but that’s not possible, and now I know that as fact

pain has made my heart so weak but my mind so strong,
I can't trust my gut feelings because they've led me so wrong,
how do i get up and come back for more,
i'm just looking for an escape,
i just wish i could find a door,
When I saw you I didn’t even say a word,
I listened to you talk to a guy and it was all the same things that I heard,
but all I did was sit back and observe,
your games destroyed me but I guess I got what I deserve,
The ashes have cooled and I cannot forgive you because your not the one I fell in love with she is just an act,
you put it on for every guy and stabbed me in the back
you don’t think you did anything wrong and I can’t believe it too

Sarkany
Junior Member

since 2006-10-14

Posts 32

1 posted 2006-10-16 09:44 AM

Hi

You have learned a painful lesson. Sorry for your tribulation.

This write is not really a poem it is more like a discussion with yourself concerning how you have arrived at where you are today in this one sided affair. It is not pleasant when you realize that you have been used. No best friend would act this way let alone a love interest.

Sarkany

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