since i was little ive kept this all botled up inside
but now ive gotta let it all out
and let you no how just i fell
even though years have passed since you have been that person
i still remember all the things you use to do
and i still feel the pain i use to feel
now after all this time of keepin it inside of me
i am hateing you for it and paying for it each and everydayi still remeber those nights when i would lay on the bathroom floor and cry
cry while hearin you yell and beat my mother
i still remember wakin up the next morning and seeing bruises around my mothers beautifullbrown eyes
i still remember how the fear i felt
fear to come home and go trough another night of abusing
and you think everything is ok now
but it will never be ok
these scars will forever be in my mind
i will always remember what you have done
ive tryed to get over the feelings i feel
but the more i try the more hate and pain i feel
every time i try to talk to you you push me away
you say the past is the past
but for me father the past is my present and my future
and i will never forget it

i wrote this for my step dad not for my real