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friends over family |
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yvetters_24 Member
since 2006-08-27
Posts 52california |
I hate how much i dont fit in, how much they push me down and step on my heart over and over again. I hate how much they pretend to care abd how fake my hole life is with them is.I hate how much i hate this same old crap, and how i cant do anything about it. I hate that i hurt because they make me, and they dont even care. I hate it when ppl say o it cant be that bad but they dont live here the dont go thru what i do every damn day. I cant escape it no matter how far i run they always no where to look to put me right back down. But there is hope because out of no where a hand reaches into this circle of ppl who are crushing me and lifts me, tells me that i can always count on a friend and even though times may be rough and ppl may throw me down again they will always be there to pic me right back up, to keep the pain from eating me alive,to keep me from going out of my mind. Now i no when life sucks i can count on them to keep me from going under. thanx |
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latearrival Member Ascendant
since 2003-03-21
Posts 5499Florida |
No one can hurt you if you do not let them. With basketball and writing you have enough to think about. Reading, writing and learning about how to be the best YOU is about all you should have to handle now. Try to rise above them and do not take it all so seriously. Easy to say l know. But I have been there too. It was not them against me. It was me feeling inferior to them. Think about it. martyjo |
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sandgrain Member Elite
since 1999-09-21
Posts 3662Sycamore, IL, USA |
It's very sad to feel your family's putting you down. When I learned about Jesus' love for us, I began to feel like the luckiest, most blest person on earth. What a difference it makes knowing He died to save you. God bless, Rae |
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Earth Angel Member Empyrean
since 2002-08-27
Posts 40215Realms of Light |
I cannot truly understand how you feel and all that you have experienced, for I have not walked in your shoes. However, it must have been extremely unpleasant for it to have created so much anger and negativity. The unfortunate aspect of that is that same negativity can draw more negativity into your life. I do not want to appear to be standing on a soapbox, but it is my personal experience that whenever life feels like it is beating me down, I look for things to be grateful for ~ even a tiny little thing. By being positive about something, then begins a chain reaction whereby more positivity is pulled into my life ~ and so on, and so on,... We have to fight to get out of the negative cycles. They are the fast pace to nowhere! Your challenges appear to be many, but hopefully you will accept what you cannot change and get on with your life. Be happy with who you are and set your own expectations for who you want to be and what you want to do! March to the beat of your own drum and pay less heed to the beat of others'. Sending you a comforting, compassionate hug, EA |
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