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blitz
Junior Member
since 2006-04-26
Posts 19


0 posted 2006-04-27 12:55 PM



i turn from u trying to hide my feelings
i pray u never find out
i know my heart may ache if i let u in
i know the pain of loss
i cant say i want the pain to come back
but i know i want you around me
should i cry and let it out
should i lie
i can no longer see what i should do
if i cry then you'll see my pain
if i smile then you feel safe
but i cant decide if you feeling safe around me is good
at the moment i want you near me
at this time i look down to think about the outcomes
i look down because I'm afraid
i don't know how to feel
i want to tell you all whats on my mind
but instead i look down
i fear your eyes will pierce my soul
and tell you every little secret i have hidden deep with in
i look down and remember my pain filled past
i cant help but let a tear fall
i cant help but wonder how my life would change if i let you in
i look down because i don't know
what to do


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Bodger
Senior Member
since 2005-06-12
Posts 1260
Tolerance for a short time
1 posted 2006-04-27 01:26 PM


I think we've all been here

Decisions are difficult and unless something happens to make a decision we try and just get through

Decisions when you have the time and money are rational

When you dont, all hell can be let loose.

Dave

ThisDiamond
Member Rara Avis
since 2002-02-22
Posts 9353
Michigan, USA
2 posted 2006-04-27 05:37 PM


Even among poets, the ability to convey the depth of feeling is a unique gift.  You certainly are endowed.

If I answered this, in my own right, the truth would be conveyed in touch upon the sleeve of the man I love...and I would ask him to look up, because sharing this is what love is all about.

Welcome to Passions. So pleased to read you.
TD

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