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the delusional life
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the delusional life |
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curiouse Member
since 2006-03-21
Posts 277england |
Life If I ever had the chance to go back in time then I wouldn’t. I wouldn’t because I can’t make anything wrong or right I do not believe in a destiny nor a previous or an after life I do not believe in science and I do not believe in spirit. So what am I? I am curiose; I am a blank canvas for you to work on I want to believe but I don’t, I keep my feelings to myself Because I do not believe. I tell my self, my family, and my friends that I am devoted to my religion Or am I just curiose? do I not want to explore this world, do I not want to make my own life by making my own twisted decisions if you set goals for me, tell me what to believe, tell me what is wrong or right and how live my life , then is it really my life? Or is it yours, am I a follower of this world? Do I not want to be a leader? So why would I want to go back in time, so people can make my life for me. I am not me I am not my own person I am what you have made me into, I am what this world has made me into and I do not like it. Or is it that I have made myself into what I am today? Am I two people? Am I a follower on the outside and a dreamer on the in? Or is everyone… |
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LeeJ Member Patricius
since 2003-06-19
Posts 13296 |
we sometimes seem to get stuck in a "looking for approval to be happy" mode. If you live your life to appease others, then you are compromising your identity. I did this for a long long time...and have become a very angry woman at time, b/c of it...all of a sudden one day you wake up and time is ticking...you realize, there's not much time left...so what I'm saying is, if you choose to be in a relationship with someone, then don't fall in love with lust...wait until someone comes along who thinks and feels as you do, compatibility is of great importance, sharing life's experiences, joys. For now, fulfill your dreams...work hard to do that, don't look for love, love who you are, and treat everyone as you would want to be treated...in that, love will come...more realistically, more respectfully. Both partners need to remain who they are and grow together...there will be changes, but they need to allow each other to be successful within themselves. Hugs |
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curiouse Member
since 2006-03-21
Posts 277england |
thankyou leej for writing to me and reading my piece of text and thanx for your word. it's appreciiated with love faiza |
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