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domesticbark New Member
since 2006-02-01
Posts 5 |
I met you just 3 years ago, from then on I don't remember much until 5th grade when I only got to see you during bus calls, recess, and lunch. I remember the fun times we had together, Like the time you made up those tigers and they attacked people under sunny weather. In 6th grade because of you I made new friends, and when you were made at one, I stuck with you and sat by the guys until the whole thing was done. I really cared even though I was a fink. To tell you the truth, I didn't even think. I wanna be your friend even though I don't deserve to, And I know there's nothing I can do. To change your mind is impossible for me, Persuation is not something that comes easily. So I'll live my life and you live yours, Only to think of each other as a closed door. |
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domesticbark New Member
since 2006-02-01
Posts 5 |
This was a poem about my friend. I went and did something stupid and now I've lost her. Life has been all down hill from there. I really miss her, and I hope one day she'll forgive me. |
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Sunshine
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Member Empyrean
since 1999-06-25
Posts 63354Listening to every heart |
You never know when forgiveness may peek in. Did you share this with her? I hope so. Welcome to Passions! " It matters not this distance now " Excerpt, Yesterday's Love |
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iliana Member Patricius
since 2003-12-05
Posts 13434USA |
Welcome to Passions! |
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Enchantress Member Empyrean
since 2001-08-14
Posts 35113Canada eh. |
Welcome to Passions! Enjoyed your first post and I too hope things work out for you. Please check your email for a special Passions greeting. Smiles & Hugs, Nancy In the midst of winter, |
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desert-spike Member
since 2006-02-01
Posts 194TX/USA |
Welcome to Passions domesticbark. (I'm new too, as of last night) I feel for ya. Been there on both ends of that candle. One day, when she's ready she'll forgive you...never know she might even seek you out to tell you so. Time is the great heartsurgeon. |
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RedStoneEB Senior Member
since 2003-06-08
Posts 772uk |
You tend to find the wounds in early life heal faster than the ones later on the middle usually ruins the end but the beginning can always be changed |
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domesticbark New Member
since 2006-02-01
Posts 5 |
thanks, but i don't know what to do. when i first met her we hung out so much. and then middle school came and she made alot of new friends. and i did something stupid. i didn't really mean to, i just wasn't thinking. and now she's been pist since december 13th i think. and each day just gets slower. everyone prefers her over me. i feel like i only have a few friends. *sigh* and she's the very stubborn type. so i guess i just really wanna say that i miss her. but i don't know if we still can be friends, we're different. she's growing into...um...what's the word... i think teenager. and me, i'm tottally different. she likes guys and make up and being like a girly girl, and im sorta like a crazy goth. i'm depressed all the time but sumtimes i'm hyper, and sumtimes i have an episode. i guess we sorta went different directions. but even so, we still acted immarture and crazy and hung out at lunch and dances together. everything reminds me of her. i think she stopped growling at the sound of my name by now. but she still wont forgive me. i think she sorta has anger problems considering she has been in fights with all her friends. she sumtimes gets angry at the stupidist things and holds it over them for at least a week. and the dumbest part is, what i did didn't effect her in any way except for her hating me. i mean she has a right to be mad at me because i betrayed her trust, but it was during hypomania(im bipolar), so i really didn't think. but whatever, she either wants to forgive me, or she doesn't. i've gotta accept it. but i hope she forgives me soon. we only have another year together and then it's off to different schools.:'(  |
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Susan Caldwell Member Rara Avis
since 2002-12-27
Posts 8348Florida |
Welcome to Pip! I do hope things get better with your friend. "too bad ignorance isn't painful" |
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Dominique-Simone Senior Member
since 2005-11-12
Posts 643 |
Friends come and go and sometimes come again. however if she can not see how truly wonderful you are despite your mistakes then it is her loss. Welcome! |
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domesticbark New Member
since 2006-02-01
Posts 5 |
you guys are right, i mean i can't control myself because of my bipolar, but before i've never done one thing to ever hurt her. and when she was all pist at one friend or another, i was the one who always made sure she wasn't sitting alone with her cousin and the guys.last year she was really fun to hang around, now, i've changed, and maybe we aren't meant to be friends anymore. i'll try talking to her and i'll see how it goes.i don't know, but part of me doesn't want to be her friend anymore. after i talk to her, and if she still doesn't wanna be my friend, im prolly gonna keep it that way. even if later when her other friends move away and she has no one to talk to, i tell her it's her fault for not forgiving me, and keeping me waiting for her to finally forgive me. i could try to do that, but i probably couldn't. even if she hates me, if someone tried to hurt her, i'd kill them. well, not kill them, but i'd get pretty pist. |
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